je m'appelle
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Mirah Meina
18. I need a Mr.Charm. I cry easily . I love to visit supermarkets and the smell of new packaging and happy meal. I like nightlights and firecrackers, they give me hope.

♥ My Half-apple.

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for the heart & soul


Taeyang-Wedding dress
He gave up so that his love could be happier with someone else. Or perhaps he never had the chance to say.

speak what's in your heart


My typical 5riday
Friday, December 25, 2009



Mood: On gum.

Got myself a xmas present if I were to make it sound nicer.
A pair of Brazilliano Praia in my favourite shade. Blue straps and pink base!
It may sound like it's nothing but it's a lot to me in this cash-strapped period.

I hope I'm hugging onto a pint of ice-cream,snuggle into bed and a sound that says "Goodnight Dearest, sleep well".

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Pukes!
Wahaiseh , too much drama . HAHA



If.
What a big word.
We can't take it as a promise :)


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MERRY XMAS!



Hellos everyone! :)
Merry Xmas.

Went to celebrate J.Love's Birthday !
Happy Birthday again love:)

Went to marina square for lunch and some walking around at marina square.
After she left, we went to ben and jerry for ice-cream.
Sharon and fann went off first also.
Shared a pint with ying :)
super sinful know, like omg lurhs.

Went to orchard and walk the whole orchard look at the lights.
And there were a lot of people. So i was holding on to ying's hand, scared get lost:X
We were saying that we've got ourselves a one-day boyfriend.
Just nice there left the 4 of us :)

trained down to woodlands and here i am at ruvyn's house.
Nothing much going on here except they are all playing texas poker which im not such a fan of.
So here i am blogging.
This xmas is so sian.
But it's okay, I have my loves with me :)

Oh ya , im starting work this saturday at amk courts.
Looking forward to it actually but im quite scared cause i will be alone.


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Happy Birthday J.♥
Thursday, December 24, 2009



I miss you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you,

See there's so many people on my I miss you list


Tomorrow or rather now is X'mas Eve.
And J.Honey's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY love!

We haven't plan what we wanna for tomorrow yet.
I dunno what's wrong with us. But I know i play a part too.
I'm sorry if i haven't been putting effort.


I've so much to say now.
Talking machine.
Last year was so happening.

The guys preparing for dinner.


Put all the presents tgt.
The fake xmas tree.
We used the lamp as a xmastree.

Counted down to xmas.

cut the log cake and..

Group photo.

Giftexchange.

Jeremy got my present.


All happy opening presents like a kid.




Some stupid acts.



And the girls :)




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out till late.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009



Hellooo.

That 2 little bugger ran a fever and I didn't go for the recce. So sorry guys.
See la, go play in the rain somemore

Omg. I feel fking tired and my stomach is acting like a washing machine.
The drinks and fishball and chilli.
Reached home like 7. Interrupted sleep man, Ah-ma kept spamming the phonecalls. Tried to ignore but it just went on. Kinda pissed me so I went to pick up the phone.
I know i'm bad lurh but I'm really tired ah. And there's no a single soul in the house.

Yesterday, Met Jt at tiong bahru.
We wanted to go do manicure one but in the end, accompanied yj to the interview place.
So i tagged along. After just talking cock with the person, I got a chance for interview and I got the job. lols. Fast right? Like so sudden :)
Sony Vaio Laptops? Look for me :)

Decided to go boat quay and makan.
After dinner was Eski and Divon? ( I forgot the name already).
Wth, They close at 1! Wasted.
So we were at the coffeeshop nearby.
We were pulling pranks at mark and zy.

Visuals at facebook.

monobrow.












I tied a cherry knot.
Jt just gave up.



Mirah shall be a good girl.
No club for me tonight :)






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Hanging a smile on my face.
Monday, December 21, 2009



Hey guys, I'm back from Camp Legacy.
I think it was great. Not what i expected but i did enjoyed it very much.
Guess its' the people that make the difference.
made a lot of new friends from other societies & ssc

Waking up early after CT doesn't seem reasonable cause it's holiday.
So saturday morning, I dragged myself out from bed.
It wasn't taxing at all as it is more leadership stuffs. So it's not like the previous exco camp we went. We had a lot of social time in the program which got it good points and bad points.
Nothing much happened during day 1. And idk why we were all so tired so that night we went to bed pretty early.

Day 2 is much more better i think :) Went halobar with BE & EE? & al , issac, ahtian and alvin. ME guys came after that.
Was pretty fun. Now we know what's the best way of bonding (: Simple games do the trick.
Sang some songs also but i didn't get to sing my Shan hu hai . I like that song ttm!

I totally just went to sleep after reaching loft.
Day 3. The norm, debriefing, games, affirmation...
I read my cards and I was smiling (:
I just they are a sweet bunch of people.
team braindead! (Y)

Break camp and went to clubhouse and meet wenjie .
Went to clementi to get the logistics for BS.
Tml got recce trip :(

I feel so tired lurh.

Visuals!


We played this identity game . End up khai had a lot of different names on his back.


Al's stupid joke. If you've seen the picture, it's a rooster. Then we put on top of his head. Looks as though his head is the rooster head. haha!


Had a great time :)


My group mates!
Al , Jian lun , Khai the old man, Ei Wah , Munirah , Rachel the horny girl and Desen the sleeping god. Forever can go sleep one.
Kind of coincidence that me and al is the same group cause the rest all were split to other groups.
And also rachel. She was my ex-colleague when we worked in Disney naturally.

Team Braindead.

Munirah, Khai , Desen, Mirah, Alphon , Jianlun,Eiwah and Facilitator(Yvonne)

Omg, I this camp...Just constantly receive all those xuan-nings and some new nicknames lurh.
Like what bean bag cause i'm very comfortable to lean on, My hand alot of fats so very squishy all those stuffs lurh. But nvm I shall treat it like a compliment :) Cause I'm unique! haha BHB.
I feel sooooo paiseh after saying this man.



I need some sleep like seriously.
My panda eyes are going 3cm long already .
So goodnight people. XOXO.
Mirah.


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Just a little with do.
Saturday, December 19, 2009



Hellooos everyone.

Finally, it's the holidays ! Woohoo, I'm so excited manxzxz.
But this also means that I have a lot of things to do :(
Today's paper sucks ttm. I think i lost like 2o plus marks.
Seriously, I also don't know what I'm writing lurhs.

Went to the ICT Christmas Party :)
Haha, I enjoyed myself! Seriously I think it's good.
Had some old school games like musical chairs (old enough hurh), Don't forget the lyrics.
And and we did a gift exchange :)
I got Kim's present which is a bearbear , ah-tian got the present from bolin. Her's was the same bear as me! But different colour only :)
Guess, who got mine???
It was...(drumrolls) Samuel.
Haha, he's my primary school friend lurh.
Actually sometimes I want to say hi to him. But then like sometimes feel not so familiar, so for a person like me who's afraid of awkwardness... (:

Oh ya, And I won a movie voucher! Wahaha, sisters also! We all can go watch movie tgt already. Free for us! Hurrays!

There was quite a few unfamiliar faces but I was happy know.
Cause i finally see some people stepping out to participate in this event together.
(Y) CHEERIOS TO YOU GUYS (Y)

I played the Wii just know.
Pk with andy and i just think i rocked lurh! The car anyhow bang only. Aiyah virtual only mahs, bang also won't die. Next time take my car sure safe one (Y)!
Wah , I very tempted to buy one.
But cannot !
Bang-the-kok comes first,
Ipod touch second,
Wii LAST!

Did some wrapping up and went for dinner@ KAP.
Me, al , hohoho, looooo, chiaaa, wenjie and sugarboy.
It's been a pretty long time since we like hanged out together.
Dinner lasted till quite late urh. For once, the 961 bus have plenty of seats cause it was very late already.

Heading to Camp Legacy tomorrow.
reporting time: 8.30am
zomgxz lurh. damn early sia. I don't know I how long never wake up at that time already.
And I'm very lazy to pack my bag.
wah and today mervin they all go St.James sia! I want to go also ! If not for tomorrow's legacy, wah i sure want to go one :)
Nehmind, Next time.

Coming back from legacy on monday(:
Wah almost, 3 already!
Gotta go to sleep already. If not tomorrow late, haha die .
Wan an !

Oh ya , And I want to post something first. If not later no chance ..
Happy birthday phoebetanengsan (:


With love,

Mirah :)


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If it was meant to be, then it will happen :)
Thursday, December 17, 2009



Yays tomorrow will be the last paper and Holidays!
But on my organizer, it seems that everyday i'm occupied :(
Nevermind :)

My attention is all on fb, youtube and korean stuffs now.
Not some SAP, or ERP related.

I was digging out all my archives in this blog. Omgxz, I felt so disgusted with myself more a moment. When all the twig language is spammed in every post.
things like eeuu, lurbx, ishz, burfdaes. Aiayh bo chap la, who doesn't have a hideous past.


I felt happy :)
(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)


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Bangbangbang.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009



Cheers to mummy first.
I love you!

I was reading Matt's blog on his recent post and totally send cold shivers down my spine.
Sound so eerie lurh. you can go take a look at http://www.matt.sg
super super super.

Went back to school to met mr.melvin for some stuffs.
Met my sisters and chia for lunch @ C3
I missed the food there manxzxzxzxzxzz

The weather totally suck today .
Fucking hot, like seriously.
And after that in the afternoon, it turned very cold.
I'm a flu carrier now :(

Tomorrow EPM :(
shugxz, it's like omgxz.


Yesterday Met F to study.
Practically I wasn't really eyes on the book.
Bio here and there .
Next time I won't order the whitechocolate mocha already.
Fucking sweet can. So disgusting, I added like 1 whole cup of warm water and still so sweet.
Left it unfinished. I just felt that I drank 2 venti worth of sugar syrup although i only drank half of venti.
But well, I love the big ceramic cup.
If it was clean, I think i'll just put it in my bag :X
No lurh, that won't happen :)

I think i'll need to get a new wallet.
It's been attracting people tongues when we are like only friends.
And I somehow think it's been affecting us also.wtf.


Back to books,
Mirah :)


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How common is common test.
Monday, December 14, 2009




Had economics paper for today and totally shuggsxz.
I only managed to do 4 questions out of 5.
And some, just copy and paste from the text.
I don't think the marker gonna understand what I'm writing.
Srsly can die.

And thanks to someone, i might have that little bit more time to think/complete my sentence if you passed me the paper earlier. And stop questioning why i need them . Obviously i need to write my answer right?

Went to alumni for dinner with esther and jt.
Got our date set *Winks* . Looking forward to it.
This wed supperclub sounds so tempting but thurday got paper.
shit you uncommon test.

ICT Xmas Party this coming friday.
I havent got my present for the xchange.
Heading to Camp Legacy this weekend.
Only will be back on next monday.
Think I'll bring my laptop over ?
So I can watch my dramas on sunday night or maybe can say it's monday morning.
Kinda of looking forward to Legacy but somehow, not so excited. Reason??

Speaking of drama, I have watched my dramas pipping hot on youtube this morning .
Finished all 3 by the time of 5am and boom, to sleep.
To be precise, I only started reading my econs like this morning?
I think I just stared into the book for like 3 hours.

On the way back, I bought myself paddlepop ice-cream.
I know doublechin is asking me not to eat already but I just need a liltinnybit of that sweet therapy to cheer me up since last week and this week doesn't seemed good for me. Mood-beats been going down down and down :(
Arghhs, I miss the old time. Just pause at the time that I thought It was the best. Think it's my birthday/lucky month-JULY.


Running tonight? I think i'll just push it to tomorrow instead.
And don't question me cause i will really go! :)

Saturday morning I woke up. And first instinct is to...
Not study but L4D.
I spent the whole morning playing and none of academic stuffs.
Same goes for sunday also!

I miss driving manxz. I wonder if i even know how to drive now. Hate BBDC website. Forever so slow one. Let me guess, If Kwek sees this, I think he will go..
  • Hurh what is bbdc?
  • Eh! My account cannot sign in already lei. How?
  • Throw you my license ahh!
  • Eh L plate ah? (Then puts a L on his forehead)


只是我記得,你忘了.
this is still my favorite line.
how true.


With Love,

Mirah :)


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Distanced.
Sunday, December 13, 2009



Some asked what's wrong with me nowadays.
I hope I can answer them too.
Thanks for the concern .

I'm feeling semi-good/semi-bad these few days.
Actually I felt quite happy that i kinda of feel reconnected to my girls.
I miss the old school days:(


Go a quote from fb.
For every one i clicked on, i just feel that it's kinda true after thinking about.
Or maybe it's just all common sense.

In life, there's many things that we have to learn to let go. We have to let go of situations, things, memories, people and even ourselves.


Plans for X'mas?
None yet.
Idk what is the clique gonna do fr this year.
Think after last year's xmas and this year's halloween at vyn's house, i think he dare not let us use his house for our party location. Right? After all the crazy stuffs and messy stuffs that we created. Prepare more toilet roles ah.

Idk will I be doing with my ICT lovelies?
:(


Was supposed to go movie, Failed.
Was supposed to go see christmas lights, Failed.
Was supposed to go study, Failed.
Thanks :)


Think after CT, I'm gonna start a busy life again with the plannings/meetings.
Think after CT, I'll go pubhop with Jt and maybe muhktar?
Think after CT, I'll start my regime.
Think after CT, I guess everything will be different which i don't hope for.


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stop planting promises around.
Saturday, December 12, 2009



When promises are treated like crap.
When expectations become disappointments.
Sometimes I'm just angry.

Tying my best now.


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find the perfect gmh.
Friday, December 11, 2009



I don't know how should I write this post.

I'm not allright.
I tried.
&
I'm getting tired.

Sometimes it does matters.

Each day passed.
I lost to time.
How much?
This much.

:)Mirah


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booooooo.
Thursday, December 10, 2009



I just came back from studying with F♥.
We like talk and talk and talk and talk only. Perhaps only me? (:
Omg like not productive lurhs .


Cab back with supernoob.
Thanks for the ride urh.
The uncle drive super fast sia.
Then the car like veer here and there.
So scary.

slept the whole afternoon.For no reason I just felt damn tired manxzxz.

Bought the damn Economics and SAP textbook.
Freaking expensive. My heart very pain when i bought the book.


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All I want for Christmas is YOUUUUU! ♥
Wednesday, December 09, 2009



All i want for chistmas is you.
(Refers below).
32GB .





Sitting in class for 2 hours.
Doing a lot of stuffs.
But not classwork.
I've been playing on classmate's iphone .
I've been looking at the apple website for hours and just stare at the chio ipod touch.
My heart itchy itchy.
VERY ITCHY LEI!

I seriously want this manxz.
My dad don't let me sell my psp to get this gadget :(
Sad!! :(

Stayed at the booth just now.
Went for the short briefing for B.S. and went home.
Called fann and decided to go look for them =D
I miss them knoww!
Tml gonna meet fann love to study!
yayxzxz.


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Fucking angry!
Tuesday, December 08, 2009



You fucking nabei cibai asshole,
Hope you get caught soon!


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Something's missing greatly.
Monday, December 07, 2009



Class ended damn early.
Went to library to study a little.
Bro and sister came down to look for me.
In the end there were no seats for them, so we went around walking at cwp.
And decide to have S.s for dinner.
Feel super guilty now.
Accompanied sister back to tamp and went back to woodlands.

Thanks for coming down :)
It did cheer me up after a bad week.

Sometimes when I'm feel low, I will read my inbox.
Sometimes I will perk up.
Sometime I won't .
Because things have changed.


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Maybe it's time for me.



Currently at the library.
Stuck studying without a pen which makes me feel so irritated.
And since I'm alone, I can't leave my seat and go get stationary.
Sian lurh.

I'll get pretty dry and bored studying alone :(
It will be great if there is someone accompanying me.


Smile mirah,
Tomorrow will be a better day :)


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Sometimes I do.
Sunday, December 06, 2009



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I want to be a pilot.
Bringing people to their destinations where they dreamt of a lifetime.


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I want to be a songwriter.
Writing songs that would heal broken hearts.


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I want to be an entertainer.
Hanging smiles on to face.

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I want to be a psychiatrist.
So that I can bring them out from their own world.

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I want to be a teacher.
Enriching life and teach the great philosophy of life.

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I want to be a nurse.
Bring new life and accompany those whom days are counted.

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I want to be fairygodmother.
I don't want to disappoint people who believe in fairy-tales and happy endings.

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I want to be a singer.
So I can sing to them all the beautiful love songs.

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I want to be a house.
So I can be a shelter from rain and thunder.

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I want to be a tissue paper.
Not to clean mucus from people but take away tears.

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I want to be a pair of shoe.
Go through the everyday of life with them.

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I want to be a turtle.
So that when I'm hurt, i'll be able to hide inside.


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My hope just got bang bang bang.
Saturday, December 05, 2009



Meet Ho, Loo, Al, ,Tian , Chia, Rong, Charm at PS.
It was raining cats and dogs manxz.
So we had to take cab there.
Out cab reach there first cause the other cab went the wrong way and their driver was sucky enough. Damn bad the attitude.
They unlucky, went one big round.

Andrew was like saying he want to runaway from the ceremony.
Haha, I knew he was kidding.
How could he give up the woman he loved ? :)

It was my first time attending a church wedding. Felt at peace when i was there. Maybe because of the weather also. It was kind of windy and rain.
The ceremony started and OMG, I was so happy for them .
Like really happy. She was so beautifully dressed in her wedding gown. Elegant
Got to talk to her for a short while before the ceremony and she said she was feeling very excited and nervous. There was no extravagant wedding decorations. It was really simple and traditional.I really like it. The church was aging but it has it's own unique beauty.

Sun rays shot through the glass paintings. The wind so swiftly blown. Wedding bells rang and the bride walking down the aisle. What awaits infront is a new life, the man whom will stay with her in sickness and in health, in good times and in bad, and in joy as well as in sorrow. They exchange wedding vows and receive blessings. Putting on the ring that would declare to the world husband and wife. It was the start of their new life. The groom held the hands of the bride, walking down the aisle, receiving their blessings from family and friends.

We had some reception, picture taking, and went off to funan.
Chia had to collect his pay and we went to MSq with the intention of playing bowling.
In the end, we were all in the arcade playing maximum tune. Al's favourite. In the end, everyone joined in :) So funn laaa ;)I PK with Ah ho and it was a tie .
Alvin went to the ice-cream machine and tried to win some.
He caught 2 . Wah my brother pro .

Went back to Cathay and Ashton.
Had dinner and went back.
The bus uncle attitude suck to the max.
Not happy say la .


Visuals.
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sissy! eeeeee.

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My grumpy sister.

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=D

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Com'on Sugarboy,I've got faith in you :)All the best!


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ladies.

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and gentlemen.

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I think from here can see who are the older ones, who are the older ones .
But i also think they look damn coolios here.

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=D


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opps:X
sorry ah, my sister and partner in crime.

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thanks for standing by me sister ;)

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abstract.

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;)

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fooddd!

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fooddd2!

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my bro, sister 1 and sister 2.

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;)

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M, A , Wj.

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run !monster coming!

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Ends my saturday.
A guilty one cause I totally did not study and run ! :(


I'm semi-happy with life now but I miss old school days.


Thanks for listening to me whine these few days. All of this shit has been troubling me.
I'll try to be strong okay?
to F.Love.


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Today, Tommorrow.
Friday, December 04, 2009



Caught Ninja Assassin with alvin and ah tian.
It was damn damn nice.
Come to think of it, there's nothing much about the storyline.Throughout the movie, it was all about stunts. The stunts were awesome that's why we don't realize that the storyline was so vague.

Rain is hot man in that show. And i think that simple love they had for each other when they were training in the clan, it was kinda sweet.
"He can never get my heart".


Saw andrew there.
Tomorrow's your big day.
Enjoy your last day of singlehood.
(:


I'm so excited for tml.
YAY!
=D



Be the little star that navigates my way.


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For all I've got.



I really like this song(blog song). It's not about how hot taeyang is. It's more than what meets the eyes.Personally I think it's a really good song. Rhythm is good, the lyrics are well-written.
Thou I can't seem to understand it, but i feel a lot of different emotions while listening to it.
This man is really noble. Letting go of the girl that he never had the chance to tell her "I love you". He let her pursue her another happiness. I know there's a lot of cruelty when he had to see her walk down the aisle in her almost-perfect wedding dress but he's not the bridegroom.
Sometimes I can listen to it and let go of my tears.
This song really deserves a applause.


Kay need to go prepare.
Meeting al, jy and alvin l8r.
Ninja assassin.


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Syntoms.



I realise I've really got no backbone.
The moment I sit down, I will lie on the next person's shoulder.

During class, I suddenly had a very bad headache.
Wasn't feeling really well these few days.

I went running yesterday and indeed it does help in clearing the mind.
So refreshing.


While we are so busy with the world, are we forgetting something?


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Affected,greatly
Wednesday, December 02, 2009



To be honest, I'm not in a very good state of mind these few days.
Although i may look fine, actually not.I felt that I've lost all my drive, passion and direction.
For the very first time i felt so lost. I can just walk round aimlessly alone, not knowing what to do, going to the library for no reason, that's how I am now.



For all the people who are feeling stressed, here's for you.
.
.
.
.



And I realized my PDL expires on fann's birthday.
fann we shall pass drivng tgt kays .
Then 4 of us all can drive out.
Joankia passed alrd :)






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Incomparable Distance.
Tuesday, December 01, 2009



I just feel that I've not been engaging with my best5 .
C, Jy , A , J , A.
Quite a long time since we like really talk?
I miss you guys :)

Went down to punggol to collect some stuffs.
Back to woodlands and went to the library.
Read up a little tinny bit, home.

:)

I feel disappointed in life, sometimes.
Maybe i shall not expect, then there won't be disappointments.


I really really want to stroll down town , admiring at those beautiful Christmas Lights and trees .


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Cold.War.?
Monday, November 30, 2009



I went running today .
Miracle hurh.

I will try.
I can hide.
Would you play along?


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All I want for X'mas is ...?
Sunday, November 29, 2009




The season of love and giving.

Every time of this year, I always wish that I can just stroll down the streets looking at those lights. Mesmerizing hurh.




Things have changed.
It's no longer there anymore.


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A little kimchi.
Saturday, November 28, 2009



Just Human Nature
--

I'm on a lighter mood now.

Dark clouds just passed.
Trying to see things as it is.
:)

Actually I kinda like rainy days.
Makes me feel quite comfortable.
To be honest, I like to sit down and see those raindrops roll down the glass.
I think if i'm in the car, I'll just stare into the glass.

I've just nothing to do, so I went taking pictures in the corners of my room.
This is my favourite blanket, was my birthday gift from peanut few years back.
See till now I'm still using it.


And look and my new chio pink pillow covers.
Totally like 1 set one can.
Pink, Red, and Red with heart shapes.

This is my study table.
It hasn't been put to good use..
Cause...

I seldom study.

Instead I'll be on the other side of the room.

Using my laptop/computer/watch TV.
And maybe laptop + TV .


All my barang barang hung on the back of the door and a mini picture wall.


HAHA THIS CORNER DOES NOT STINKS OKAYS
Although it's filled with my shoes.


My favourite macdonalds toys.

Everytime when i cry for M.Happy Meals.
All my friends will go, "Wah Happy meal again", "Wah how old already?"...
And to people who don't know I have a fetish for these, my friends will tell them..
"she's always happy meal one".
Nevermind, It makes me happy.
So know what to do When I'm feeling sad.
:D

Seriously, I'm really had nothing to do the whole day.
Apart from youtube, facebook and MSN, sleep..I did nothing.
Well today i did catch up with this friend of mine whom I never met him for 2 years already?
The conversation was a super random one lurh.

Bored enough, so I went to the supermarket.The trip there just totally make me feel like one happy woman.
Those close enough to me should know that I really love to go to supermarkets! And those electronic shops. I like the new packaging smell. Weird hurh.
I'm just finding people to join me .
Maybe then we'll call "Weird Squid"?
I'm totally just spouting nonsense here.


OH YA AND I SAW PACKAGED KIMCHI THERE.
OMG I IS JUST ONE HAPPY CAN !!!
I just grabbed one and went to paid for it.
Reach home, Immediately just tried the kimchi.
Was fabulous.!
Maybe I'll try to make kimchi stew tml IF i'm in the cook-mode.


I've been watching intimate note ft.Big Bang and there's this phrase in it.
It just needs a bit more communication.
It just needs a bit more understanding.
It just needs another look at each other.
It just needs the time to laugh together.
It will...
Little by little, make us closer!

I felt pretty touched after seeing this phrase.





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Au revoir
Thursday, November 26, 2009



Wedding dress,
Taeyang.


The clock's been ticking and playing on my nerves.
My phone's been stagnant, no more rings.
Familiar crowds unfamiliar faces.
Slipped through the space of my fingers.
it's not with me, anymore.

-Au revoir,
Myself.


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Tears.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009



Yesterday,I don't know why .
Seriously.
I just felt pissed off/angry/alone/helpless?
Or was it just another round of breakdown?
I don't know the answer.

I wanted to reply to those msn conversations, but I just didn't .





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vinegared.
Monday, November 23, 2009



Met al, alvin and ah tian for lunch .
Had our little meeting on some stuffs.
No class in the afternoon today =D
My stocks are earning money :D
How i wish those money are real .

Went for meeting. Quite good urh the progress. JIAYOUS everyone !
Waited for al and picked up ah tian and alvin.
Went for dinner.And guess who i saw, suren and SU people!
Omg! there he goes again. Shake head here and there. I never shake head already kays!!!
They all just like to make fun of me.
Myhead lurh, my nose lurh . Nevermind. Herh :)
Dropped me off and hougang and off home :)

Taeyang damn hot can.
I think that's why i'm feeling abit feverish now .
I'm so tired now .
Shall go sleep le.
Goodnights readers!



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Sunday is pre-monday blues.
Sunday, November 22, 2009



Hi guys.

I guess i just missed out the nice chance to go out for kite-flying cause today's weather is fabulous for kite-flying :(
Nice wind, nice sun.
And here I am alone at home.

I've been listening to TOP's Wedding dress and watching the MV.
Very sad know.
My nose did went sourish and felt like tearing.
It's a very sad song, seriously.


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Twist and turn.
Saturday, November 21, 2009



Yay finally!

went to school to help out at the parents seminar.
got free food and we get paid for it, how good is that?
:D

I love my saturday, with good movie, food and good accompany.
Drove down to cathay for movie with al, corrine and jerry.
we like a bit don't know which road to go.
I became navigator mirah :D

We watched 2012!
I THINK DAMN NICEE CAN .
damn sad la the story. even the guys cried :X
Drove me back to bishan and trained home:)

My shoulder hurts and I can't really twist my neck.
Karma, too much laughing at alphonsus the other time.
I'm gonna spam put all those salonpas.

Woah, im still thinking of the show manxzxz.
Damn nicee!


and I made a pact with sister to go universal studios after it's open for business.
wah i very excited !


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My low low voicee
Friday, November 20, 2009



HARLOWS EVERYONE .

Went for some very lame rehearsal just now .
My shoulders are very stiff, my voice get's worse at night.
I want to watch 2012 !



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End of red camp



I'm feeling all tired but also thankful to all those who were in with us.
And for the sick ones, I'll pray for you to recover fast and be allright..
Thank you awesome bunch of centurions.
My legs sore after 3 days of jumping here/there and dancing in hop nite.
Last year's hopnite was far better than this year.

there's still some stuffs waiting for me to mend.
i need to catch-up a lot in studies and my sisters.
Not been seeing them , miss them kays.



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For everything I need.
Monday, November 16, 2009



Didn't go to school today .
Running a fever now and I'm voiceless now :(
Tml is red camp already .
How sia..


窗外的天气 就像是你多变的表情


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For the very first time.
Sunday, November 15, 2009



Friday was in school for stITwise rehearsal.
Dragged till quite late.
Wasn't feel well also.
Stayover at the loft.

Saturday was the actual event.
I think it went quite smoothly .
Good job guys.
The aircon was freaking cold and i had no jacket with me.
And plus all the blocked nose and sore throat, i really felt very helpless.
To a extend that i really felt like crying.
Had a debrief and went back to loft wash up.
We wanted to catch a movie . Then we changed to steamboat.
Al went home first.So only ho, loo, tian, alvin , rongrong, wenjie and issac go eat.
Went old turf city. Wah super shiok can.
By the time we went back to the gate, it was locked! !!
We had to walk one big round out.
Ho and loo went back to loft first.
We went to Alumni's halo.
:D quite shiok.


Now my throats hurts even more.



Sometimes i really hate the way you talk to me.


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Kissed the kerb.
Thursday, November 12, 2009



Yes, I failed.
Fucking sad .
Damn it man.
Seriously.
Till i met my ict.mates,
My face was as black as my shirt.
I totally cannot lift up the corners of my cheek.
At least meeting them made me cheer up a little bit.
Thanks to all for making me feel better :)
Next test date is like in the january.
F long, but nvm i shall just wait .


Anyways, grats to janice.
I've got someone to drive me to school.
:)


I guess I'll just take a good night sleep
and hopefully everything's gonna be allright for me .
Goodnight.


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Tuesday green.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009



An-yong ha-sae-yo!

Class damn damn boring today.I kept playing icy towers.
I know i play till abit noob. Al play 2nd time already beat my score. Wth.
I must play more. HAHA just finding excuse to play and not pay attention in class.
Speaking of yestd, Went home quite late. Had some meeting :)
Facebook is getting boring day by day.
Everyone's been playing that pokemon card thing and interviews.
Thank urh daren, go do that pokemon card for me.
Whatever snorlax. All adds on to the butterfly and slammer.

Driving today

2 more days!
I wanna say goodbye to that place, so please get a triangle :D


thanks for standing by me all these time :)



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My stomach hurts.
Saturday, November 07, 2009



HELLO EVERYONE!
=D

Went out with al, ah-tian and alvin.
Actually ahho and jerry also, but they went back .

Went to funan to check out some stuffs.
I see the ipodTouch my heart itchy itchy lor!
Had lunch at pastamania and I had my favorite creamy chicken.
YAHOO!

Walked back to ms.
Actually we wanted to watch movie one, but then like they quite tired already.
They got class in the morning.
See al tune, walked around and went back .
Bused back home :D



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I feel so dumb today. NEVERMIND ! =D



Happy birthday clifford! :D
sorry i cant meet you guys.

And Rongrong, I'm sorry i spilled the beans.
But nevermind la hor, it was a new " conventional" birthday surprise.
Talking about this, SRSLY, I FEEL STUPID!
Shall share with you all .
We wanted to give him a birthday surprise since his is tml .
They prepared the cake at esquare.
I was like kanchiongly seeing why people not going down yet.
So i went to the group there and say ..
"Eh what you all doing here? we go down celebrate kenneth's birthday"
After i said that and i turned my head, I saw kenneth sitting among them.
Just that he was covered by some of them.
I like OMGOMGOMGOMGXZXZXZ !
Die ! He know already .
Then he remained stunned all the way .
I really felt dumb !


Today no IS , so i just went school for the briefing and met my sisters and loo for lunch .
Went back to eventure and wait for the rest to come .
Today i like kanna attack by my girls!
HAHAH!
I was eating and janice suddenly came and covered my eyes from the back.
I was like omg omg omg who is it .
Then when she walked past me, attack me again .

Nvm.I walked out of makan place, drink my delicious teh-bing, I suddenly saw gina and I choked on my tea .

Nvm, I was at the bustop with al and yj to get the cake.
Jiamei suddenly hook my neck from the back!
Wah scary , and ruvyn tried to give that "aiyah nvm " face.

Nvm then i saw gina again, attacked me !

HAHAHA, I can only say that today's been a pretty exciting day.
I don't know where did my brain nerves go too .


We went for regatta team dinner .
Thanks andrew for the treat :D
And headed to cold rock with the some of them .
ICE CREAM !
Although it's nice lurh .
But I see them mash my ice-cream, I very buay song .
HAHAH weird hor .
:D

ARGHS, I got tongue ulcers now :((


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I just feel irritated.
Wednesday, November 04, 2009



I went to cut my hair.
Like it's shorter now , no more dyed hair.
Trimmed my eyebrows too and i like totally regret it.
Seems to be that i have a lot of space for eyeshadows.

Elearning suck.
Mel is jammed, and my whole class is using msn instead of the blackboard chat on mel.

I just recontract my line, and got my new phone .
White E63 , that's my baby :)

srsly, random kills.

I'm a usual talkative one.
But today, i don't even feel like talking.




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BOMZ
Sunday, November 01, 2009



school on friday took up only a few hours .
Went to funan with al and the lecturers.
Cab back to school for council meeting.
:)

went to watch jeniffer's body with ahtian.
Wahlao, cheat my money.
I thought is comedy , in the end it's some disgusting show .
Lame la . Return me my money.
did some window shopping , didn't get anything :(

I had a mini halloween party at loo's house with al and corrine
Had Monopoly, little big planet and steamboat.
We were playing this PS3 game! Damn shiok lurh .
I suddenly realise that i cannot coordinate the controls and the figures in the game.
Had steamboat with loo's parents.
Wah they very funny sia.
Hahaha, very nice to talk to also.
monopoly,It's born in the girls.
So me and ho was the biggest winner.
WAHAHA!

went down and played firecrackers.
LIKE KE FINALLY I GET TO PLAY THE CRACKERS!
WAHAHA. Cabbed back to woodlands to ruvyn's house.
watched soccer and had our own haloween party.
they guys were having their "haloween dota party" -.-
Everyone ko-ed.
We did some crazy stuffs .
went home like 5 in the morning.

I slept like a pig today manxzxz !
HAHAHAH!


you sounded angry.
sorry.


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YAY :D
Friday, October 30, 2009



Should i install windows 7 ?
OMG! I scared later like go on car sia .
See how first.


Stayed back at school to do my stuffs.
Met Al and we & lenny went j8 for dinner.
subway again.
walked around and i left for ttsh.
YAY GINA IS DISCHARGING TML !
:D
Her father like so funny can .
Humorous.




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I need boosters messages.
Monday, October 26, 2009



Class was like normal . Boring .
Went driving with esther and jerry.
I'm pretty happy with my driving today.
Finally my vert parking is swee one.
All along, I did my turning points late.

Circuit slope sucks to the max .
And road slope like okay .
Sian lurhs . I want both okay lei !

Went dinner with esther, jerry and hoho.
Pastamania :D
Ate my favorite creamy chicken ! WHEEE!
Thanks Qiuxuan.
Met yongjie and took bus home while he went driving.
Saw K.L on the bus. So long never see him lurhs .
Talk and talk and talk.

I very tired manxzxz :(
Wednesday got theory !
Sian laaa! '







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HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOO AND BEN
Sunday, October 25, 2009



Friday- HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOO!
Went school earlier to let mr.melvin measure the width of the whiteboard.
And went to dapao lunch.
IS ended like super early can!
I went in for like 45 minutes and can go home already.
Wtf larh, so shiok lurhs .
Went to the library with kenny and watched legally blonde again.
I still love that show . Not because of pink or bimbos
Went eventure to meet the rest.
It was jerry's birthday celebration.
I think jerry really liked that present we got him :D
Any normal human being would been the same way too.

Headed down to Ben's chalet.
I didn't want to spend the night there but i the end just only!
I told mum to just lock the door and she say it's fine .
Then she say you dont suddenly say never come home hor.
Wah my strategy like kanna esposed lurh !
I say i dunno and faster hang up.
opp:X
Me, esther, anthony, mark , km bbq-ed till the morning and some rounds.


updated
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Slept for awhile and went back home.
Aunt was at my house, my mummy like wasn't angry with me at all ?
Wah miracle.
Bathed and did my homework.
Yj called and went to meet him.
We went holiday inn to get some stuffs.It's damn cheap there lurhs .
Cabbed down to chalet again.
Felt damn uncomfortable so went to take a rest .
We wanted to get the Havianas but in the end never lurhs. :(
BBQ and ben's friends came .
They were very funny .
Went back home with Al, Alvin and Ah-tian:)
Took alvin's van back . Wahlao damn shiok la .
The back there got fans and beanbag.
I like sleep till shiok .WAHAHA!
Alvin walked us the bus stop .
When i reach woodlands no more bus back home already sia !
I stunned manxz.
In the end i cabbed home . Wah 5 buck gone likethat le .



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:)
Wednesday, October 21, 2009



I've been staring into this space for like hours thinking what to write and I've only came out with this.

Had meeting today.
Went for dinner with Al, Laoda, Ah-ho and ah loo.
At least I feel like me when I'm with them.
I miss ah-tian.








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New shoes.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009



Omg, ah-ma cooked for me curry crab !
I love her cooking! It's the best .
Although i sorethroat, but she cook i sure must eat cause she's my ah-ma .
whack only! HAHA!

I got myself new shoes.
My "tight" leopard prints shoe is like spoiled already but i still love that shoe a lot.
My cotton on! Oh please. That shoe like cmi already.
I wanted to wear that for TP but then like really chui already lor
Shall just wear the leopard prints one . WAHAHA!

I've been such a shopaholic nowadays lurh!
Must curb my spending.
I just feel like shopping shopping shopping shopping lurhs !

My throat doesn't get any better lurh .
Although it doesn't sound dry but it's quite painful.
I've been popping strepstils the whole day!
Omy, faster recover lei .
Ah tian you also arh . Sick already .

omg 23 days !
=D



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First day of school
Monday, October 19, 2009



school today is pretty slack .
Only like 2 hours of lesson. Or rather 2 hours of staring into the screen.
so boring la .

In the end, i never for the prize presentation thingy and briefing.
Sat outside clubhouse to see that guy trying to repair the door.
It's spoiled lurhs . Cannot go in .
Went down to town for a while and rushed back for driving .
today driving like okok only .
I just want to pass tp at one go.
After driving, met yj for a short while before he go drive.

Oh ya i today lao sai sia .
i was on the slope then omg suddenly cannot tahan already.
The instructor drove me back and like so many cars jam up.
He just cut the lane man .
Omg, he like saved my day .
Thanks Mr.Lim KK
Speaking of driving, I today like went on those very difficult test routes .
I like omgomgomg. sian lurh. I hope that time tp will easy one . HAHAS !

A couple of my friends got module award lurh . Damn smart can .
haha, congrats :D


I've been feeling very sick this few days .
Ah tian also . she also like infected with the bad virus .
Take care love:D




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This is no fun at all.



Like finally, I've completed my practical 5.01
I've got 12 demerit points and 1 immediate failure.
Wth that stupid bike .
suddenly cut in .
@#**_*(((!#@$#@^%*$&^)(*

Went down to lavender after driving to collect my stuffs .
And took that freaking damn long bus back to woodlands .

Now like suddenly so many slots cause revision .
HAHA shiok manxz .

I SRSLY FEEL LIKE CHOPPING OFF MY NOSE !
:D
So uncomfortable .


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Nothing gets better than this.
Sunday, October 18, 2009



See the a lot of "janice janice" in my previous post,it's for janice!
=D
I think she jealous that i keep mentioning the wuhan people coming back but never mention her name also .
Cause she came back the same day as them from kor.

Yesterday popped some medicine for my flu and booms to sleep.
And today= Omg, My throat is like chui chui chui chui chui chui chui chui chui chui.
I woke up with no voice this morning and feel damn dizzy.
and now i think i got an very deep voice .
super man sia .
It's so torturing manxz . I can't sing .

Dad says he's giving me the crumpler that he just bought.
but i think he will still "share" it with me .
Never take whatever he says seriously.
I receive a lot of blessings this month.
Al got me a wallet from china =D
And he forgot to take off the price tag inside it.
when I saw the price tag,I was laughing like mad.
i love the colour la. PINK ! :D
kam sia la =D


I just went to bbdc just now to top-up and book .
Sat like almost 40minutes at the terminal and hoping someone sell me their slots.
Damn sian laa. But in the end i still got my slot .




givesmehope.com



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Sorethroat
Saturday, October 17, 2009



Dinner at lot 1 with esther then off to bbdc for lesson.
Meet yongjie there and we went tgt .
Wahlao, the theory lesson like take forever sia .
So boring laaa.

I'm having a damn bad sore throat.
Suddenly I'm falling sick when school's about to start.
Wah sian la .



Janice janice janice janice
Janice janice janice janice
Janice janice janice janice
Janice janice janice janice
Janice janice janice janice
Janice janice janice janice
Janice janice janice janice
Janice janice janice janice
Janice janice janice janice
Janice janice janice janice
Janice janice janice janice
:D



Going back 3 months ago.
That was the best moment of my life.
When everything was doing great.


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CHAMPIONS!
Thursday, October 15, 2009



I stayed over at loft yesterday after pool training.
The china people was there too .
As in, out friends who just came back from wuhan.
I like that wallet alot. Thanks :D
Heard a lot of funny stories too .
Had some bedtime talking and off to sleep.

Woke up and had breakfast.
Breakfast today was good eh .
Egg mayo sadwich and beancurd.
They drove down to selegie yesterday night.
Wah best la the beancurd.
Wash up and prepare for the race.
Actually didn't really like prepare, we were just slacking around .
Relaxing ourselves.

Laoda drove us to kallang and back to school again after the race.
Thanks for the rides =)

I think this year round we've got a great team.
Swee swee bo zhao zui.
and we won! Champions.
I am so happy laaa, that's the most glorious I've achieved since i came Ngee ann .
Our training paid off. Those pain , time sacrificed was worth it.
And thanks to adriel too.
He keep motivating me manxzzx . Thanks .
we were all so happy when we knew we won!
Started a bit late then the rest of the teams because when we were not yet ready, they press the horn already. But nvermind, we charge only.
We kept shouting and my throat hurts.
After getting on land, we wanted to yam seng together.
in the end we took the bottles and pour water on each other .
hahas, I bet everyone enjoyed.
spam take pictures with the team.

Back to school to meet the rest there.
dropped by town for selegie beancurd again !
Wah damn shiok
And we saw grace there. Like ke suddenly lor .
Appear from nowhere.
Eat already and faster go meet them for dinner.
Happy meal!


I'm okay with jokes but sometimes there is a limit to it.
Don't take it for granted .






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Day 42 - So much to say.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009



OMG! I just received their text .
THEY REACHED SINGAPORE ALREADY !!!
WAHWAH, I FEEL SO EXCITED NOW !
TOMORROW I CAN SEE THEM ALREADY!
SUDDENLY ALL THE NOT-EXCITED FEELING ALL DISAPPEAR.
=D




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Day 42 - Now I'm done .



Day 40 (Sunday)
Met my girls for steamboat.
I still love them :)
dinner was great with the accompany.
Went around bugis and went back home.
I'm so tempted to get that Hurs bag which coast frigging 80 dollars.
Enough for me to go for driving.

Day 41 (Monday)
Pool training.
I don't know what happened to my shoulder .
Recover soon please .

Day 42 (Tuesday)
Need to attend the dialogue session.
They are coming back tonight .
I don't even know if i should go fetch them .
suddenly not very excited already.
I also dunno why .

I just want to an ordinary girl.


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Day 38 & 39- Salonpas please!
Saturday, October 10, 2009



Day 38
After yesterday's training, i get all our muscles ache like shit.
Was at db training yestd.
Pool and at kallang.
The sun power ! Very like ke hot .
But i think after yesterday, we kinda got the feel already bahs .
Although it was tiring, But very fruitful =D
Jiayous !
My and ah-ho took 2 hours! to from kallang to woodlands!
we left there around 8 plus and reach home 10 plus . wahlao, super pekcek .

Day 39
Today headed to bedok to watch the Sava Race.
But when we reach there, i think the heats ended and we left for ikea cause the race will only start hours later. Charmaine is considering of buying a bed so we went around looking. They all ah, the butt like stucked to the beds. Must pull them up then can one.

I today red alert already.
Happy and sad.
Happy is that it will end before regatta and sad cause it's painful lurhs .

I'm feeling very sleepy now.
But 10 plus only nia.
Nevermind, I shall sing myself a lullaby.


Every time I look at the ticker, I feel very excited laaaa.
=D








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Day 37- Tonight.
Friday, October 09, 2009



Esther, faster book your driving lurh !
My toilet smells nicer without the leaking things .
Surrogates is nicee!
I love pasar malams.


I've been like quarreling with my parents every single day.
So suffocated now .
Need to do this do that.
Sucks .





Appearing nonchalant doesn't mean i don't care.
It's just how different people react.
Maybe i'm just not brave enough.
I hope everything will be back to normal when school starts .
to-p


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Day 36 - Gives me hope.
Wednesday, October 07, 2009



Was supposed to have sea training today.
But it was postponed to friday after pool training.
I know it's gonna be though but I looking forward to it .
=)

Race is coming soon toos.
I think I've been saying this for like many times in my previous entries.

I was chatting with Kacey the other day and she mentioned this website to me.
It's something like FML (I bet everyone knows )
Personally I think that this is quite heartwarming and yeah ... So why not just pop down and take a look.
It gives you hope.
I like this one in particular.
"Other people's boyfriends take them out for elaborate meals, and buy them Tiffany bracelets. My boyfriend, though, is eighteen, lives by himself, goes to school, pays rent and has no money. Our dates are nights in with movies. When I see him going through his change jar to treat me to some chocolate, it makes me wanna cry. His love GMH." From http://www.givesmehope.com


"When my mother would walk home from work, she would always give a few dollars to a homeless man. One day, he noticed she was pregnant, shook his head, and said "Keep it for the baby." From that day forth he refused to accept her money. She was pregnant with me, and if I knew who he was, I'd take him out to dinner. People like him GMH. " From http://www.givesmehope.com







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Day 35 - I don't know.
Tuesday, October 06, 2009



Hello people.

Was talking to al and ah-ho yestd.
Excited ! 7 more days =D

I just wanna say..
I don't know why today feels so long .
Especially night time .



Will dreams come true?


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Day 34 - Regattatatatatatatata .
Monday, October 05, 2009



Hello people .

I see alot of "To my beloved Centurions " email in my inbox.
I kinda love this to see how we the yellow SLs (opps :x)
managed to get so attached to each other.
I got a feeling , that this redcamp6 gonna be a good one, that this redcamp6 gonna be a good good one.

Went for regatta training just now .
Today was woah . Mirah managed to run many(at least to me ) rounds today .
Crazy dosage of star jumps, crunches, push-ups and is many many kinds of push up .
My ankle is going omg omg omg.
I feel that there is cloud above me .
Went for lunch and them pool training by NPDB.
I guess we were considered still not bad right ?
Jiayou team.
Stayed back for a while and just dipped into the pool while the lecturers were rowing there.
After them, we just rowed a little cause our rowing actions was still not very good and fast .
Dinner and home .

Dad wants to get a crumpler for me ! Woah i so happy .
Actually not really is for me. He say after buying we can share .
But i think I'll be the one who keeps on using it.
Wahahas.

My muscles ache like what and my butt ...super pain.
Should get a seat pad manxz . I don't want my butt to have baaluukoo.


HAHA, that song is stucked in my head.

AND I WANT TO WHINE NOW !
They keep bullying me especially daren!
You watch out laaaa, the pot calling the kettle black .
Herh !


On a lighter note, It's only 8 MORE DAYS before they come back !
and we are drawing soon to the competition date.
I'm loving this sport. I hate the physical stuffs.
But no pain no gain .


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Day 33 - Betrayed Love.
Sunday, October 04, 2009



Today is a sunday.
Rested well at home and went for driving in the morning.
Driving today was allright.
No mounts =) Totally calm about it.

I watched this show yesterday and there was a hypnotist .
he was hypnotising people and i find it damn scary but interesting too.
He mentioned about students using this way to relax themselves before doing a test or exams. It can be done by taking a deep breath and your hand in the "okay" position and shout "Yes I can".
This is called the anchoring.
p/s: I did this this morning :P


Like I've said, today was like slacking at home so... INTENSIVE SURFING! =D
I came across this MV .
It was sang by 丁当-我爱他. The emotions were there and I thought that this song was great.
The MV was quite well done I think.
Basically this music video is about this couple which started very sweet together. But as time goes by, this guy was found cheating on several occasion and one of it happened when she wanted to surprise him with a birthday cake and hid inside the wardrobe. She got nothing but to see this guy having intimate with another girl.
And this song is about how she felt ,how deeply hurt and how she wanted turn the clock . Not to go back to the his embrace but to show him that she is better off now
I'll just paste a small chunk of lyrics here.
The rest...GO GOOGLE . =D
对他唯一遗憾 是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好
super got the feel can !

Tomorrow training all the best .
haha zomg.
my purse is getting chui-er and chui-er day by day .




He is kinda hot know.
修杰楷





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Day 32 - It's gonna be a good good day.



today was pasta day .
Ho, Jy, Daren, Rong and Wenjie came to my house today.
We cooked pasta !
Super niceeeee laaa. actually we didn't really do anything. Only use those bottled sauces .
P/s: Next time can cook for you all =D

Next week I'll be damn busy.
Got training on monday , wednesday and friday.
tuesdays and thursday is drving day.
Saturday and Sunday is zai-nui day .
Next week is regatta and and and and ..
Omg, they coming back soon already. 10 MORE DAYS ONLYYYY! =D


and and Happy mooncake festival everyone =D


I love reading young mommies blog cause their kids are so cute!!!!


Faith.





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Day 31 - I feel very sad.
Friday, October 02, 2009



Today is simply not a good day .
I was happily talking to them yestd and suddenly remembered i've got training and driving the next morning. So i went to sleep but i couldn't fall asleep .

This morning i go for driving .
It sucks totally.
All the things happened today.
Engine stall , mount kerb here and there . and lot of stuffs laaaa.
I damn damn damn damn damn sad.Then he still ask me if i okay anot, If not okay, he let me take a rest for a while .
I could have cleared my review for stage 3 .
But then today performance not up to standard .
Can see he also disappointed in me .
So I only pass E brake and 3-point turn :(


Went back to school for pool training. Just sit there and row only :)
Progress today is quite well :)
Head to makan place for lunch :D
Damn shioks .

Aiyoh, I very tired already sia .
Shall wait for my IS enrollment and off to sleep .
My regatta team members =D

Sisters !


We were playing paralyzed badminton-tabletennis .



where is my whining machine?






see this !!

I AM VERY EXCITED THAT THEY ARE COMING BACK SOON ALREADY ! :D


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Day 30 Part 2 - Singapore food heaven



A post dedicated to my friends in china !
Bet they must be missing singapore food.
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Sooooooo, here's for you .

CHICKEN RICE !


Char kway teow


Hokkien mee .


Wanton mee.


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Day 29 & 30
Thursday, October 01, 2009



Day 29- Break camp
Overall, I think this SL camp is quite successful and better than last year i think.
The food was awesome . Esp breakfast. We had carrot cake and siew mai . how great is camp breakfast.
I get to know awesome people.
I get to learn awesome cheers .
I get to learn many things from this short 3 days .

Went back home and took a little nap .
Zoom off to driving. So sian lurh stimulator .
ask me why 2 second-rule . And i replied :" Cause the book says so"
He went -.-
ask me how to treat the tester like . And i replied: " Treat him like gps"
He went -.- X 987654312345
Esther waited for me awhile and we were sitting at the waiting area looking at people practicing .
Skipped my btl . Too tired .

Day 30 - Me myself also not sure .
Driving today was good although i kept forgetting some stuffs like releasing the handbrake and etc . Learned vertical parking and slope today . And vertical parking I never strike pole or mount kerb sia. Feels so accomplished.
Today the instructor very funny and nicee.
He said : "Actually your skills not bad. I dunno if it's me good at teaching or you are good"
So i said: " WE BOTH ARE GOOD :D "
He laughed like mad sia .

Actually i did a very dumb mistake.
I was like kanchiong-ing today .Depress the pedal and was wondering why the car not moving .
Wah i totally like one spider. Then i realised , I never put gear. -.- dumb enough .

Bought some ingredients and cooked my own lunch :D


We had a mini htht today.
Sister, I'll tell you if there's anything going on.
<3


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Day 28 - imuso.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009



Today has been a very very very tiring day.
Both physically and mentally.
Fell down at the grandstand = dumb.
Headache. I feel that it is bursting already .
And my ankle. After all the running around , and jumping and dancing . Hurts la .
But I can't grumble too much.

I don't wish to talk any more.
Goodnight .


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Day 27 - SL camp .
Monday, September 28, 2009



Hi loves.
Currently I'm in loft now.
Attending red camp SL camp.
Till now, i still think it's fine.
Hope will have more fun tomorrow.

Oh ya, I met up with loves this morning.
And we kinda had a mini surprise for jiamei.
But eventually it failed. I shall elaborate it in the later part.
Anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI !
Legally 18 already.
OMG, I REALLY MISS THEM ! REALLY .!
There was me, fann, janice,gina, sharon, richard,joankia,junhao,ruvyn, clifford.
Okay let me tell you how it failed.
Someone(vyn) was supposed to bring her out for breakfast.
And he didn't inform her sister that we are coming.
So she totally got frightened by us and was hiding behind the cupboard blah blah.
Damn funny, We played truth and dare and I really laughed my ass off.
I enjoyed those times :)
However, shortlived.
I need to leave for camp.
:(
Book in and left for driving .
I think some god heard my prayers which is not to have the " YOu will never walk alone" guy.
And totally, It wasn't him !!!!!!
wahahahs ! damn happy can .
Did my directional change and parallel.
My directional change suck.
Still mount kerb sia .

Haha, gtg sleep now .
Goodnight.
I miss them !
=D
<3


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Day 26 - Stolen everything.
Sunday, September 27, 2009



Went driving today.
Sian again . The you will never walk alone .
:(
But after that got this damn nicee one .

Tomorrow going to book in camp already .
And till now I havent pack my bag .
Nvm, just whack only .

Thanks for the text ah-ho.
I feel super touched . hahas , i also don't know why.
=D
I know what you must be saying after this.
.."Silly women."
Correct ?



fab voice .


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I'll keep it to myself.


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Day 25 - I do feel tired at times.
Saturday, September 26, 2009



After yesterday's training, ...
1. I've become more tanned.
2.I think i sprained my ankle again :(

Now it hurts a lot . Really . I could even feel the pain when I'm walking.
So today, I totally nua-ed at home except going to BBDC to top-up my account.

Got driving tomorrow.
Need to wear my ankle again.
Back to those "hua hu die" days.
:(


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enough of the anticipation.
I don't wanna get disappointed again.


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Day 24 - Terror.
Friday, September 25, 2009



Went for training and everyone was late.
The weather damn hot.
I'm like more black now . And i dont want laaaa.

Campus run and 2 rounds track, inclines, and pool.
I like the pool training manx, cause it's like damn hot and we've got the water to cool us down .
Damn wet. All went back to clubhouse to take our stuffs and went bath.
Wanted to go lunch actually.
But then i realize like no time already cause I've got driving.
Chiong down laa.
Today i finish all my stage 2 .
Can go book tp already :)

Now i feel damn tired.
Is shag sia.
See I nowadays like everytime very early sleep. Cause never really talk to talk online. seemed so busy at china :((
My eye rings are disappearing to make way for puffy eyes.
I feel very........ now .
Those dotted lines represents a lot of idk


I miss girls toos :(
Jiamei's birthday coming . But i think I cant go for her celebration laa.
Got camp sia :(
Shit laa , seriously, Idk why everytime always clash.
f.


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I'm afraid one day I'll forget all those memories.
That's why i kept looking out .



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Day 23 - My oasis .
Thursday, September 24, 2009



Drving in the morning.
Met janice at bbdc and we went for lunch .
Back to school for meeting and driving again.
I know very chiong la .
But i think this is the best time.
Cause when school starts, then it will be like very taxing with school work, studies and society stuffs.
Since they are at china and I'm still considered like "free" .
Faster finish better la .

I'm gonna complete like stage 2 soon and I can go book tp already.
lai ah lai .

ran a little today.
Borrowed my dad shoes.
Only like 1 round.
-.-
damn not comfy sia the shoes .

WAH, I SERIOUSLY NEED A NEW WALLET LAAAAA .
my purse is failing me.
Anyone nicee to get me ??

I need to pray harder. hahas


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456 hours.
27360 minutes.
1641600 seconds.
=D


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Day 22- Twinkle twinkle little star.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009



Driving day today.

Out of 3 sessions, 2 was with the instructor that makes me feel damn stressed one sia.

1st session
I go for first session, I like gong gong cause early in the morning, go look for the car, see his name there. WAH -.- GG. For both days, same session is all him lurh !

2nd session. I was thinking like won't so unlucky already. Should be another one.
WAHHH!! -.- -.- GG X 098765432345678.

3rd session.
I saw janice there and i told her, wah i pray hard not the same one.
wah heng ! is the another one . I used to think that he is super ahpek, damn naggy .
But now i like his lessons.

Pray hard tomorrow not him alrd .
=D


You will never walk alone.
What a joke. All along, I feel that I've been walking alone.
At least emotionally.


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Day 21- I'm feeling really damn tired.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009



I'm feeling damn tired today.
Had driving for like 100 mins X 3 session = 300 minutes = 5 hours of driving today.
Wahlan, can even reach KL i think.
And i spend 3 hours travel to and fro from BBDC and home.
totally 8 hours.
spend 3 hours at home in total.
from morning till night.
see a lot of familiar face-s.
and also tan si chin janice.! she like shout my name, and i really chua tio.
We funny lurh, we keep seeing each other cause our sessions are like alternate.
So i finish , she go. She finish , then it's my turn.

I feel damn giddy now.
And i think by the time i get my license, my legs will become damn muscular !
After the 3th session, i came out from the car with soggy legs.
Took bus home and i totally stared into empty space. TOTALLY.

My stomach hurts now.
Very pain!

I miss girls <3.
I miss them too.


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Day 20 - Toothache.
Monday, September 21, 2009



My toothache is urgghhhhs .
Tomorrow got driving. Yays !
2 slot somemore.
But is like early morning 8 am.
I camped at the website, refreshing the booking page.

went school for training.
ah ma came my house in the morning.
=)

Aiyoyo, I totally missed my bus while talking to ho.
Then I waited for another like 25 minutes laaa.
hate it.

wahaha, I now like so in love with seulong, nickhun, shinee-mihno.
I realised their hands got a lot of very obvious veins.
Cause i think got very obvious veins very man!
Omg, I got weird taste nowadays and and and they are tall !
hahas, korean fever. faints.
I think this paragraph is sooooo bimbotic lurhs.

I should have been more understanding.
I'm sorry.


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Day 19 -No place better then cloud 9
Sunday, September 20, 2009




My ahma, aunties,uncles,cousins
This year theme colour is purple.
Yes, the international gay colour.
Ahma's cooking still the best !

I hope you were around.
I miss you g.p



Like finallyyyyyy.


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Day 18 - homegirl.



I stayed at home the whole day .
Did housework and cleaned my room .
It looks so clean now . At least it feels clean to me =)


I'm so bored nowwww (=

Starting from next next week i'll be damn busy .

cool la ! I like this .
So when they come to my house, they won't complain not enough powerplug .
I give you one whole wall of powerplugs laaaa .


omgomgomgomgomgomgomg


I need my sleep!
goodnight <3


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Day 17 - Regatta [Row,row,row our boat]
Friday, September 18, 2009



hello peeps.

I almost like died today .
Went for db training.
I guess I'm still not too used to it.
Cause The last time i did Physical training was like when i was in volleyball .
Did a little rowing, just the momentum.
And I still dunno which side rower I am.
Did weights too. All the mirah-brand muscles are like aching.

The funny thing is i managed to do like 10 incline pull-ups.
But idk why i sec school when there is so much training and I can't do a single one.

I feel quite accomplished . Only on the weights part.
not running.


Hello hello kitty, play with us today.


They are going on cruise.
So shiok lurh.
And visiting some gorge.
Like ke coolios.


I need my beauty sleep.
goodnight <3


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Day 16 - GoodMood day !
Thursday, September 17, 2009



I had to stay at home and look after my sick brother.
Ran a little bit this afternoon.
It's a miracle.

Tommorrow I'm starting my dragonboat training already .
Die, sure die.
But i shall perservere.

Been practising my guitar these few days and my fingers hurt like nobody's business.

oh ya and i forgotten something.
The other day when we went ubin exploring for new places,
we saw like wild boars man !
4 of them !
the mother still stop there and like diao us , then the kids runs off.
wah ubin's wildboar super guailan sia.
I think if convert to human language, it will be ...
"you not happy ah , see what see, never see wild boar before ah"
seriously ah , damn guai lan .
such a arrogant wildboar.
but we didn't take any photos of them cause like all happenned to fast already.

and we saw beautiful rabbit also .
But i pity them.
The mess tin that is contains their drinking water, is like algae-ish lurh !
Mainland rabbit's are soooo much fortunate.


-visuals-

they got the china wuhan thingy , we got the singapore ubin banner toos



new band, S Club 8.
i think quite got the feel lei .

i love boat rides =D

cute rabbit.

my hair, idk why i like this photo so much althought it's like only hair.

this is damn cool . it's a car exhaust .
I'm so gonna put this next time on my car .!!!

=D


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Day 15- My life hasn't been the same since day 0 .
Wednesday, September 16, 2009



Mood: dissapointed
Song playing : Going Crazy -Natalie

My butt hurts alot alot alot!
Spend my wonderfull wednesday at Ubin.
I had fun there.
It would have been better if they were with us .

today, I realised that wenjie really like uncle.
He is a combination of alvin and yongjie.

I came across this song.
Going Crazy by Natalie Brown.
Lemme paste the lyrics here.

--Lyrics--
Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down

Rest of the lyrics go google youself



Must go listen okays !!!!
Damn niceeee!

I walked in the rain today because there was no shelter.
And now I'm having a bad headache.

I feel so scammed now.
The 20bucks prepaid card has gone to waste cause it won't ring at all.



Underneath masks, I feel so empty, alone at times.



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Day 14-Driving driving.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009



I went for like 2 drving sessions today.
Like on road, damn shiok can.
Think today like ke not bad. I think only stall like 3 times in 2 sessions.
Quite an improvement lei !

Must haolian to yongjie already! hahas.
he's still stuck in china for like another 4 weeks .

I so wanna go overseas now.
I want go bk.
I want go US
I want go Msia.
I want go Taiwan.
Aunt might bring me to Adelaide in Dec.
But they are going tasmania after that.
Should I like go adelaide and come back myself ? haha.


I need wake up at like 6.30 am!
Going Ubin for recce trip !
wahahas, gonna get all my gears ready.


<3



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Day 13- Messages.
Monday, September 14, 2009



I didn't go for the inaug today.
Wasn't feeling very well, I think it's food poisoning.
Have been running to the toilet.
I think i'll rest at home first cause I've got test later.

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I'm in CENTURIONS !
I'm gonna be the yellow ranger again !

I AM A C-E-N-T-U-R-I-O-N!
I have y-e-l-l-o-w in my h-e-a-r-t.

And great, RongRong is the same group as me too !
And I heard from Hafiz most of them are familiar faces like adin, jiaw, agnes,ben,chu, khai,ruth and many more.
I'm suddenly looking forward to camp!
And I realize I've got like 2 camps within this short holiday.
And I too realize they are coming back from WUHAN SOON!
I miss them very much!

And I'm like gonna start work soon?
Anyone wanna buy contact lens look for me (=
Bausch and Lomb.


AND AND AND ! I passed my FTT !

Blog's been pretty mundane,
So I shall put photos.
Taken the other day.


stupid wire.


My love, sticky with my new bottle .

Apparently I failed in the I'm-in-a-garden-feel .


happy girl with sticky.


Happier !



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Day 12- Empty hollow
Sunday, September 13, 2009



Mirah's been havin moodswings today.
She watches sad movies, she cries.
She watched comedy, she laugh.
She quarrelled with mum today, she is angry.
She is reminded of all the happy stuffs, but she cries.
She miss them so much, she don't know how to react.



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Day 11- I feel so crushed.
Saturday, September 12, 2009



Went to queensway with siss & leonard to check out the pricing for jersey for regatta.
I pray hard hard that most of them will choose the with sleeve ones. =)
Accompanied leonard to comex to get his walcom.
Omg, It was so expensive can. Enough for my 1 month allowance.

Mark called again.
Keep responding to my msn message.
hahas, expensive you know .


The distance is 2127.55 miles.




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Day 10-I don't want to expect anymore.
Friday, September 11, 2009



I chionged 2 meetings today .
Accomplished.
Literally, I spend the whole day in school.
usual meetings.

driving in the noon.
Actually, it feels like not much difference at night.
Just that it's dark .

My head hurts a lot.
I don't know if it is because of the teeth.

omg, i just received a call from mark,alvin and km.
thanks laaa. aiyoyo, overseas expensive still call.
I super touched laa.
The sudden vibration totally freaked me out .
Thanks guys. (=


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Day 9- My sucky mood tday.
Thursday, September 10, 2009




yestd was date. with H&J.
gforce & sticky&.
before that was driving.
dope. but i almost banged into another car. fml .
ends day 8.

today, streetwise.
early in the morning.
registration , lunch , SL interview and slacked all the way.
webcam with the wuhanz.
survivng well there.
Aftermath, Comex.
Loads of people, loads of friends.
F that 961 that made me wait for 1 hour.
Bus with ZY and realised he is so talkative.
It is good.
ends day 9


I'm in for Red Camp 6.
Rock on.

Tooth hurts like nobody's business.
Turning in soon.


I really dont like people forgetting to do what is said.
So, stop looking at the phone cause it won't ring anyway.
Adopt a zero-expectation attitude.

This is a sucky blog post.
Done with loads of lazyness, pain, dissapointment and whatever emotions you feel when you read this post.

Xoxo,
Ends post.


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Day 8- new love.
Wednesday, September 09, 2009



I tell you this show is damn nicee.
And inside got this shuai ge.
Damn shuai laaa.
New love.
Mark zhao.
hahas, why so different from the mark i know .
Black & White / 痞子英雄



wahliew damn shuai can.
hahas, tml got driving and I'm going on a date!
secret <3


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Day 6- I'm contented.
Monday, September 07, 2009



Hellos .

I'm feel like I'm on a rollarcoaster today.
So high.

Benedict called me just now =)
and most probably I'll be SL for Red Camp 6 toos.
I damn excited for it lurhxz.

And I'm gonna go get my prepaid card tml.
So I can text them in China!
woohoos XD


we were in the clubhouse today and the light wasn't working.
It was still allright during the day.
But when it was night time, is CMI.
SUPER DARK LAA.

angry womens without the light .

see , so dark lei.

angry women part 2 .

herh, I very pekcek with the light.

We used the torchlight see whether can see anot but then like no difference lei .



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Day 5-Wake me up when September ends.
Sunday, September 06, 2009



It's been a very tearful september with everything going on .
I've been crying off everyday although this month just started.
And i don't like it .

They are gonna start lessons tommorrow.
Like they've said, Calculus/Maths ain't easy .
So Jiayous okays !

xoxo,
mirah=D


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Day 5-Messages on this cutboards.



I love these message on this cutboards.
I found it on the net and decide to like post all of them .
But now there's smth wrong with the link, so must remove.

I was at chinatown yestd. Secret mission. Opps.
They went to get thier prepaid cards to message their bfs in China now.
See them like ke happy womanxz. envy. hahas .
Went back to school, slack awhile and went for a run.
You know, miracles do happen.
Although I ran abit only. But i shall increase day by day.
haha.
That was Day 4 without em.


I'll do something about it.
And it's not true that you girls are not in my heart anymore.
You girls are great. Dont worry.
I love/miss you.


I saw this online. Super nicee ILOVE IT !

Photobucket
I need a new wallet laa.
Maybe this size would be good ! =D

Photobucket
super nice can. I love this bag toossss.

Does anyone wants to get me these ???
=D



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Day 4.
Saturday, September 05, 2009



Photobucket
very nicee right ? =D

I went for a run today !
Super miracle right !!!


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Day2-happygirlmirah.blogspot.com
Friday, September 04, 2009



my babyv finally recover le
suddenly typing on a big screen , not very used to it .
and i can skype with them .
so happy laaa.

went for my evaluation in the noon and I passed =)
I almost failed manxzxz.
Went back to school for meeting .
:(


Day 3.
I watched getai.
Damn cool la.
Now the getais got sing english rap lei.
and the lady was like..." let's have some fun In the house" and " yoyoyoyo"
woah, that's cool right?
See china dont have this all . hahas .

And and I added a ticker to my blog.







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Reminded.
Wednesday, September 02, 2009



finally fly off to china already :(
when they checked-in their luggage, i tried to hold on back to the tears.
then when all of us was like gathering there and saying our goodbyes, i just couldn't hold em back anymore. he asked me not to cry but i cried louder. i stood there waving goodbye to them.


i don't know why i kept crying laa.
and after that my brain keeps replaying the scene that they wave bye bye to us . then i will keep crying.


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time flies.
Tuesday, September 01, 2009



they are leaving in another few hours.

I'll be thonning at the airport cause their flight is like 5am !
gotta send them off .
and tml morning chiong down to driving.
zomg.

bon voyage.


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6weeks without em.



they are flying off tml already. :(
like so fast ah.
managed to spend some time with em before they leave.

oh ya, ICT Society Stayover has ended and i think it was good!
3CHEERS TO PCs !
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alvin and jerry see this, you girlfriends bully me :(
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taupok me !
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nicee .
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bday girl and boy.

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having meeting despite camp.

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see the bed, bom sleep already.
what is this lurh..

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serious.
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headless alvin.


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accumulating all the happiness i could,
Saturday, August 29, 2009



i just reach home only.
like so late ah.
i'm feeling so tired but then i like cannot fall asleep larh.
my head very pain.
:(

went to cwp to get the bottle.
my old one was got the burnt smell so i got myself another one toos.
wahliew early in the morning sia . slept like so late yestd and woke up damn early.

I was at BBDC just now, meet yj and did our practice.
After that i went for my BTT. yj waited for me outside and he disiao me.
you watchout ah you ! i stil hope you will pass(sincere) =D
andandand I PASSED !
maybe not a big deal for you , but it's a bomb to me.
he went back first while i go my PDL.

changed my clothes and went out again.
If you have read the previous post, we watched the wrong timing yestd.
So we had to go catch the movie again. hahas
met al,jingyin and alvin at cathay.
wahliew the show i think damn gross for me.
hahas, upon seeing how the first person died, i immediately told him i don't wanna watch already.
And i didn't really watch . took of the 3D glasses and covered my eyes for most of the time .
i know i very lousy-.-

went to carrefour to get Al's shaver.
and trained down to cityhall and meet yongjie.
throughout the trip they were talking about those gore shows. i hear already legg jelly.
ah tian went home, met esther and off to lina's chalet.
we had dinner first and it was damn good. DAMN GOOD!

oh ya!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO LINA,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KMben
and lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BELOVED SISTER HO!

after the chalet , we like marathon to the mrt station and no more last train already.
so bo pian, take cab to boat quay.
there was me,al,alvin, yongjie and 3 of his secondary sch friends, mark , esther, ben and of course... BIRTHDAY BOY KM AND GF.
managed to sing a few duets with mark :). he like my duet bud .
the whole pub sang the "Don't wanna miss a thing".
omg ! damn high one la. really is damn high!
idk why there so many people and me wearing cardigan still feel cold sia . dumb.
helend me his jacket . thanks la:)

finally, home sweet home.
cabbed home with Al.
mummy's not very happy with me coming back home late.
but i think it's just normal for youngsters nowadays.
generation gap bahs .

shall upload the photos when i get em.

see i write so long already, i still cant fall asleep.
and good news is . I've got camp tml .
shall do smth about it.
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mirah and esther.

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all when take photo act yi ge shy.

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yongjie.

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agio olio , damn nice.

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charboiled chicken, super nicee X987654321234567

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"this is good, too good"

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mirah, esther, lijun,jessica

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the 20 club!

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act yi ge young .pui =)

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happybirthday lina!

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happy birthday KM.

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km and jf.

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esther and mirah.

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esther, mirah, alph.

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lies.
Friday, August 28, 2009



hello everyone.

i finally finish my papers already and declared holidays.
Had dwa paper today .
left early and went to clubhouse.
we were watching the Singapore Idol episodes on youtube and i swear it was damn funny.
had our meeting and they went for their OIP briefing.
me, ho, tian , belinda and hk went to SU office to collect our jackets
i tell you, i almost got 'murdered' by khai.
big bully laa.
me and corrine VS khai and we were talking abt some stuffs and i pop out this line:
" nvm,we younger then him"
wah tio liao lor.
i was sitting on the chair and he go pull my hair!! and go find the pen knife.
wahliew super dangerous can! you all almost lost a goodfriend and devoted-to-her-own-blog blogger.
wahahs.

tried on the windbreaker and i realised i order too big :(
but nvm still can wear.

after that we went for movie.
Me , Al, Ahtian,Alvin , Mark , KM, Yongjie and Ben
cabbed down to cathay.
watched Final Destination 3D.
but i dunno what's the show about.
cause me, al , ah tian alvin was chased out from the cinema.
lols hahas, We booked the tickets online and we realised we book on the wrong date which is friday. damn piaseh can. first time laa.
we were still like damn excited over the movie cause it was their 3D virgin experience.
but nvm, we are going back tml to go watch again:)
their ticket was cheaper than us but they kept looking the tickets to find the difference. we couldn't figure out why.

4 of us went to parklane arcade, our next favourite hideout.
played some games and wait for them to come find us.
Then we go play pool.
aiseh, mirah playing pool sia.
the last time i played was 2 years ago i guess.
me and yongjie tag team ^^
in the end nvr win . hahas ps le la yongjie.
we play pool , Al go tune and he broke all the records !
aiseh not bad =)

me and alvin accompanied al to get his microphone and we trained back home.
wahlao, i now f hungry laaaaa.
likee really.

tml gonna be a long day manxzxz.
Gonna go buy waterbottle, go for practise and BTT, watch FD4 , lina's chalet and KM's celebration. OMG ! i can imagine i need to squeeze all those into a day. actually i was supposed to go for meeting. but then lai bu ji le.

i feel like buying one new slippers sia .
mine like ke chui already laaa.

thanks berenice for the birthday present =D

in my favourite shade.


see, can see my shuang xia ba(double chin).omg! yj dunno how to take photo.
the gong 4s. (tian,lim,tan,loh)

and and i'm gonna take part in regatta .
wah wah i so excited can !


I'm really one big blind woman.


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what's going on these few days.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009



wahahas , finally DB paper is done!
but one more tml :(
nvm i shall chiong!

left early for the paper.
act yi ge confident.
went to KAP for lunch with ah tian, corrine, al , jerry , alvin.
had a very long talk .

tml is the last paper and i'm so looking forward to this weekend.
My plans.
Thurday: get the society jacket and movie
Friday: BTT, china-trip shopping with them(maybe?), night-out for KM's celebration, esther& jt staying over at my crib,
Saturday/Sunday: ICT Society stayover.


avoiding is definitely not the correct way.
so i shall face the problem!


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fmgt !
Tuesday, August 25, 2009



i just finished my fmgt paper. die die die .
is totally oh my tian laaa. i srsly dno how to do sia .
i just wish that i dont repeat this module !!!!!!!
super no mood now laaaaaa.

finally going to get that society jacket .wahahas !

db tml. study study study !!!

I'm really very tired from all this happening.
Can i just hide into a hole of mine.
Three days of not stepping out of the house makes me feel so afraid when i'm outside.
Too used to my own little space.
well, that's me .
you don't have to call anymore,
i won't pick up the phone
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denial.
Monday, August 24, 2009



i feel very tired.
guess everyone's having the same thoughts.


went back to school and pass alvin his documents.
studied awhile and went to kap for lunch .
with ah tian, alvin jerry ah-ho Al lenny yongjie.
keep on disiao me , lols.

fmgt tml , i feel like dying now .


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my oasis is drying up.
Sunday, August 23, 2009



studying never been productive .
exams are coming and i hate the fact that they are leaving soon.
outside is raining and thunders. im so afraid.

BTT is next week.
pretty nervous .
hope i'll pass it at one go.


when i thought everything was going great, it wasn't.
when i thought of giving up, it pulled me up again.
thanks for making me run in circles.


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we've still got many things yet to be done.
Saturday, August 22, 2009



thursday i was at school with Al, ah tian, alvin and yj.
had mac for lunch and while waiting for them to play finish their checkers, i fell asleep again. and it is a long and deep sleep.
i had a dream but i totally forgot about it.
bused back after that.

friday, mirah is a good girl staying at home but studied only a little bit.
tml..bro's birthday.
should i go study tml ?.

i'm feeling so tired of this and that.
exams coming,
they are leaving soon.
:(


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we've still got so much to do.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009



hot weather again, make me so pekcek can.tsk tsks.
so i wore my bunny shirt .=)

reached school like damn early can.
Al and yongjie was late.
-.- george came after that,and he totally reminded me of the joke they cracked .
hahas, wo yao~~

i finally like abit more confident in fmgt already. wahaha,can say today is a fruitful day.
yays! km,mark,zy came after that and we went for lunch
i had my dosage of ytf. like my energy boosterxzxz. and my QOO drink.
my favourite.
and and and i won mark!

study session round 2.
but i guess it didnt last for long
left awhile after that.

saw huiaun on the bus and we went plaza tgt.
accompanied him to get his mp3.
shiok la.say buy then buy already.
i also want to buy:(

i wanna get a new wallet toos.
but maybbe i dont need to buy already.^^

i wanna watch "Sky of love" again.

i wanna do so many things.

i'm like hungry now again
wth.. go kitchen look for food.


welfare corner
Al, alvin, jerry ,yj and all people who are going for wuhan, please take care of yourselves now kayxzxz . don't get sick and go have your vaccine done. if not it will be more troublesome.take cares.

signing off,
ciaos.


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the weather so hot.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009



i'm now at student plaza blogging, waiting for Al,ah tian and yongjie to finish playing the checkers game-.-


went for fmgt revision class today and i think over all it went quite okays. hahas .
I'm sso nervous for the fmgt exam can. totally!

headed to esquare to look for mr.chen and yj.
in the end i like never ask any questions and we had a heart to heart talk. hahas damn funny la. went to clubhouse to study. i love that place can.
Al came and we went for lunch.
filled my hungry stomach so I'm a happy girl now.
=D
studied again and we decided to leave for home.
I want to watch movie! :(
i wanna watch the orphan :(
but then some"one" dont want and they keep having the "buy 1 get 1" promotion.
hahas . nevermind lor.
in the end we sat down ,played checkers.
hahas.

my stomach very pain. auntie come liao.
damn sian and i'm wearing a white pants now. hosey never tio. hahas
aunty come still eat ic-cream and drink cold drink.

so fast next week exams already.
then they going wuhan already :('''
oh bu yao ah !
I must make sure that they skype with me. muahahahas .


see, i'm done with my blogging and they are still nt done yet. hahas , i guess they really love that game.



16 more days.


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a happy meal need not be to have a "Happy Meal"
Monday, August 17, 2009



song playing: that's when - Aslyn

hahas, I'm so happy today. Finally a proper laptop for me to do my things, read my mail,msn,fbook, read my slides.
thanks andrew!treat you coffee nxt time :)


I went school this morning to get the pc from him.
and went back to clubhouse to look for ah tian.
Alvin came toos . we studied while ah tian played games. she like on holiday already :(

i was feeling damn hungry so went down to dabao food for myself and Al.
Had lunch and went down tgt to look for db teacher.

studied tgt with esther and jt also.
we like talking what should we do during the holidays when they are not around.
and so far we came up with a lot of plans already :)
but dunno if will really do it anot.
I think this holidays i will be busy with the international week preparations,meetings,outings and lotsa catch-up with my girls and phoebe/xueqi!
imissthem alot canxzxzxz.

Waited for auntie loh to finish his last question and went for dinner at KAP.
we were talking about some childhood stuffs and it was kind of funny toos.
walked to the bustop with al and esther.
my bus took damn long to come and it was bombarded with people ! >< angry.

tml got the fmgt revision .9.30 am LT 28 .
jiayous mirah !

visuals.

mirah and esther.


drunk birthday boy.


you are lucky to take picture with us okays chuayongjie.


=)


group photo.


mark koh.


mirah and jingting.


his failed birthday cake.


jt,esther,mirah,septiana,corrine.



Mirah is a happy girl today.
=))


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i wonder.
Sunday, August 16, 2009



we wanted to bake a birthday cake for him but failed=( i damm sad can.
met Al & the rest at somerset for dinner. a birthday celebration. walked to parklane played for awile and headed for boat quay. being th birthday boy,sure kanna. so he got kinda drunk. we left first & cabbed homd

once again,happy birthday chopsticks=)


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Friday, August 14, 2009



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Happy birthday Aunty loh!!!!
20 already! =D


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sick bugs.
Thursday, August 13, 2009



blogin from my psp again !

having a sorethroat now & fever on this few nights also = (
everyone take care okays


20 .


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trying to be one.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009



blogging from my psp.despo. hahahaha
i feel so disconnected with no laptop.
my friend send me this song
and i put this song on repeat mode on
i like this line.
"if it is just infactuation then ,
why is my heart acheing.."


maybe i'm hoping for the impossible.


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thank you.



Came school like super early.
If not for that message, I will be late. haha xie la.
Took train to school today and pass Al his laptop, and then meet my ebp group to do the ppt.
I felt so sorry that i can't do anything for them.
:(
Was a "good" time to crash, babyv.
:(

He passed me his laptop again before he went for lunch.
=D

lingyi treated me to tea and alex offered to help me fix both my PC and laptop.
:)


I've got a lot of thank you to say today.
a lot.
thank you very much!

22d to go.


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I have a sore throat !
Monday, August 10, 2009



Today is public holiday!
I so happy know!
Finally like can go out le.

I was out with Al, Corrine and Jerry today.
He got his new haircut today! The moment i saw him I cannot stop laughing.
Look like roosterla. can call rooster loh already.
even corrine also agree that look like ahbeng.
Went to arcade and play Daytona.
I got 3rd. haha but nevermind la .
Then we went for lunch at the foodcourt , ate the very yummy Indonesian food again !
My favourite can. haha.

Got some stuffs from Carefour and mark came down.
Walked to Cathay to get the tix and went around window shopping lor .
haha my heart itchy itchy.
Caught GI Joe .
Wahlao , damn nice laa the show .
And i broke my own record which is not to sleep in the movies.
=)
walked to parklane to look for mark. he said he's gonna study but expectedly, he go tune lor.
wth. In the end we also go tune. I drove Mark's car.
At least not so stress like the other day I drove Al's car.
He keep saying that i damage his car the other time :(
Idk even if it's true anot. guilty know.
Still say i naive . you die! wahahaha.
nvm, i just bear with it for like 3 more weeks and he's gone for 6 weeks to wuhan.

We ate tauhway after that. shiok la.
but that place got a lot of lizards.
fking disgusting la .
sends some cold shivers down the backbone.
ahhas like ke chim right ?

me ho and jerry took mark's cab down to school and we took 961 back.
hahas, shiok la . But the cab+bus trip like longer.

Then i now got sore throat la .
=(
damn pain can.

tml need return laptop le :(
so i guess you wont be seeing me online for like days before babyv. is repaired.
die liao la. I sure cannot one :(

sister ho!
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babyviao. is in a coma now or perhaps a vegetable.
Idk what's the problem with babyv. nowadays.
recover soon babyv. I'll love you always.

Met Al at J8.
He lent me his laptop.
Thanks for lending me.
=D


Today has not been a good day.
=(
Babyv. sick
I accidentally cut myself when i tried to whip something.
Mummy's not around yestd.
So I really felt like crying when i was on the phone.
And i didn't get to catch the fireworks again.

I remembered all my national day in the past years.
2006-I was working door-t-door while ppl having dinner and watching the parade.
2007-I was out with someone.
2008-I don't remember.
2009-I'm sitting in front of the this darn computer and rushing out my assignment.
2009- I hope to be sitting at marina area (hopefully with my future-s.one) watching the fireworks.


I have good plans for the future.
But it does not always work.


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Tune.
Saturday, August 08, 2009



Finally finished my IS today but I still need to be back there to present.
:(
teacher treated us cheese and I think it taste nice . Except the blue cheese and the other one.
Sorry alan for spilling your drink.

Went clubhouse after class. That's my favorite space in school =)
Al and Yj came after that.
Helped mervin with his filming.
Went back to clubhouse to do work, jf and km came after that.
We like never do any work likethat la
But i still got do okay.

I'm getting more and more forgetful day by day.

Had ljs at clementi with Al and Yj.
Mark came and we went to the arcade.
As usual , see em' tune.
hahas, actually quite exciting la !
see until very nervous.
When the race bout to end, then another new challanger added in. Woah like free try likethat sia .hahas , i see until very shiok.
We tag team play shooting bball, not bad lurh. still got till stage 3 lei .
In the end, we stayed till like almost 11pm sia

Yay, monday public holiday.


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ya ya pa pa ya.
Thursday, August 06, 2009



Hi dearies!
I had a long day today :(
9am class ! zomg, I felt so tired during the lesson.
Jentock damn funny la , he tried not to make it so obvious when he's giving hints for exam.
But then.. He failed !

Went to clubhouse meet Al & Ho during break.
Actually, we wanted to go return the blazers but then when we were at estate office, realize that we running out of time already, so me and ho go dapao food. Buay tahan alrd. Suddenly hungry :P
OH YA ! I know this may sound stupid but i still have to vent it on some place.
While i was eating the noodles, my tooth chip off-ed. I like OMG! There's a hole inside.
wah i super pekcek, very the gao wei hurh got one empty area there.
So I kept whining to ho, tian and everyone i saw.
tsk i SUPER PEKCEK >!
And i super scared of dentist!
How am i supposed to go and mend the hole laaa !
=(
But my tongue keeps playing with that tooth. Like ke fun =)

We were reminiscing some moments we did when we were young.
Like if got friend bully you, then you will say to that person who bullied you
:" I dont want to friend you liao ! "
:"I tell my mummy hor"
:longer version"I tell my mummy , my daddy , my ahma, my ahgong, uncle, auntie, cousin (blah blah bah...)"
very childish hor.


Went for lesson (FMGT) and I think i saw the U.Reps/P from BA ?
FMGT ended early today and No dwa for today! & no PEER TUTORING TILL 7 TODAY !
Mirah is a happy girl today ! (except for the tooth part)
I went back clubhouse and see Al sleep there till like shiok shiok.
wah, i see alrd also got sleepy bugs.
I think the moment he left the sofa, I hanged on a while to my laptop and in the end, cannot tahan alrd. Boom, go chop that sofa and sleep.
He left for lesson and after that tian and lim came =)
So i knew it was dinner time.
In the end i never go for helpdesk cause lim had the installer.
But still never solve the problem.
I think i'll just stick to using notepad and visio for my work !
Oldschool okay ?:D

Had chicken rice with tian, lim , Al , lenny.
I think the chicken rice not bad.
The barley was nicee and my fav kangkong!
I was eating and suddenly was trying to hold my laughs.
Suddenly was reminded the other day when we had madjack, I shared like dope lots of things with tian and I felt like super full, so I started to say things like: " Do you think that we ordered too much" and " I think the food okay only lor". These are symptoms of me being full.

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exco 09/10 with advisors.
MIA Jerry :(

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excos 07/08 , excos 08/09 , exocs 09/10
Thanks for coming back seniors=)

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I like this photo alot ! Ho unglam !

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Miss Angela Wee.

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Al send me this.
And this is my DB teacher. He is funny and super cute !
A very nicee lecturer also =D

And good news ! I got some one to accompany me for driving lessons this saturday !
YAYS!


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Tired mirah



Investiture today was :( for me.
I felt that we missed out a lot of things and like don't have the hweeling.
Hoseh liao.
The president speech I'm like trembling and talking tooooooo fast.
Die liao lor.
:(


I was early at school early to pass the MOB and some forms to finance.
Went to clubhouse and ah-tian was there.
Al came after his lessons.
I bought a new pair of heels but in the end i never wear cause like too loose for me .
In the end i wore the same old one.
But I like the new heels .nicee.
Al go wear my heels.
He look srsly feminine in the shoes can.
hahas , shall post the pictures when i get 'em

Went for dinner at Kap with Al, Ho, and Mag.
I had happy meal but don't have the hello kitty one :(
sad la . I want to get the hello kitty one .

Ps: I realised I havent seen girls since ying's chalet.
I miss you girls manxz! xoxo.
ketchup soon.

for that special someone which is everyone,
wan an .


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Wednesday, August 05, 2009



Life's been pretty screwed up.
With deadlines fast then the lightning speed.
Omg! hoseh liao.

Went to SU office to borrow the walkie.
Slack there like abit.
Chit-chat, chit-chat. The environment there like ke not bad ah. still got lepak corner.
Wah, one day I must go there one.
Cannot waste resource.
=D

Had our investiture rehearsal yestd.
I'm worried for tml's president speech. I speak too fast already.
:X
Everything ended like super late la .
It was almost 12 when i reached home.
Bused back with ah-ho, gossip girls xoxo.
Saw kokseng, kelkel,yingting on the bus.
Like so qiao can!

I very the tired now !


hello kitty, play with us today
this is the only thing that kept me going for the day.
:)


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1 more to go.
Monday, August 03, 2009



Did our DWA demo today.
It's over alrd.
=)
Phoebe and jeremy, do get some quality sleep before you all do EBP okay?
I know it's been very tough for you these few days.

Lessons was super boring today.
Super .
Went to clubhouse after school.
Collected the blazer for the investiture on this coming Wednesday.
Hope it will go well.
Jerry, take care okay ?

Went back to clubhouse and did my quiz.
Like omg, i got 5/10 :(
Al and alvin like so tired la
they like reach home 6 in the morning to do dwa .
And lessons start @ 10.
Poor thing. They just fell asleep on the chair while waiting for us .
Went for dinner at KAP.
I ate the shaker fries .Good ah .

tml is investiture's rehearsal.


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what's the point >
Sunday, August 02, 2009



I have a lot to say.
A lot a lot.

I may appear to be optimistic, i do still have a weaker side too.

I suddenly miss my grandfather, very much.


I see a happier us without you.

I want my mum to be happy
Dad, can you just sign the papers and leave us alone?


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Tired.
Friday, July 31, 2009



Registered my driving already =D

Went for rehearsal and lunch.
And now in clubhouse doing work with Al, ah-tian, Alvin , R.Rong and Maggie.
The whole room is stuck with programming bugs, good and bad ! =(
I'm so brain stuck when it comes to programming.
Sorry phoebe and jeremy.

EBP is up next week !
die liao le .


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I'm on cloud 10.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009



weather was very hot today okay .
super pekcek can.

XUEQI DID MY CARD FOR ME !
I SUPER HAPPY OKAY ! =D
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I've always loved her cards.
Done with sincerity and love, Thank you very much ! :D


Me and ah-loo went for council meeting today.
It was quite fast.
Pretty looking forward to what they proposed.
Today jj wore like a waiter manxzxz or bellboy.
wahlao, damn funny.
Al joined us for the meeting toos.
Wahlao, i go there like keep kanna suan .
the previous exco camp i went then i kept shaking my head. Ever since, suren have been calling me the shake head girl -.-
Wah, then everytime see me.. " eh shake head girl, shake somemore la"
:(
I think they know abt the butterfly story already and the "tight" shoes.
win liao lor. Nehmind nehmind, It's okay.

Had the refreshments after the meeting. Good ah the cream puff =D the only good thing that happened today :)
Went back to clubhouse, took my back and left.

I'm so tired.
ICT stayover is coming soon.
Next week. But i think I will chiong my work there.
Legacy is coming up in the 7 weeks holidays while they are in wuhan .



Camp Legacy, I'm coming !


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meeting meeting meetings.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009



:(
Everyday's been flooded with meetings.
Tml also :(

Anyways, ended class like damn early.
Went for dinner/lunch with alvin and went back to clubhouse and wait for the rest.
Today was quite fast =)
And I so tired now .

We took Al's camera to camwhore.
I like the effects la cause like auto-blurry . nicee :D
and we even camwhored on cam's photobooth which was damn cool and we did a video !
super stupid can !

ah tian is like sick now.
Recover soon then we can go have good stuffs =)
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAREN!
Monday, July 27, 2009



Happy Birthday DarenCHia.
=)hope your ecad demo went well
and berenice's viva presentation.

Thank you for the present guys.
Al, Alvin , YongJie,Shaun,Jingfang, Lina, Tongyang, jocelyn, Mark , Km,Daren,Berenice,Jerry.
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Names of the senders.
Al said that his name is the most valuable of all the names there. Eeee, act yi ge =)
The ink smudge a little cause kanna water =(
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I tried the body butter.
Damn nicee!
=D

Oh yar, I did a test on Fb "How aunty/uncle are you?"
Phoebe & Ah-Ho got 10% and I've got 20%.
I started to doubt the reliability of the test.
But when Ah-tian did the test, she got 50% !
Woah, I'm starting to believe in the results of the quiz =)
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Look here ! =)

Bo-jong, here's for you !


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Good morning/afternoon.
Sunday, July 26, 2009



I had a great night sleep. slept like a pig =D
hahas, shiokness can!
=D
But I woke up with a bad flu.
I think it must be due to lack of sleep on the other days.
Always happens this way for me.

I've got a long to-go list.
At least to be done before they leave.
1.See aeroplanes
2.Museum
3.Singapore Flyer
4.Botanic gardens
5.ZOO!
6.Fish farm
7.Glasshouse(Fish&co) [But with the live performance]
8.Sentosa
9.Club/Pub.

Actual intention is to go for a short trip maybe to KL/Genting before wuhan.
But it has to be done 2 weeks before they go wuhan and that will be during exam periods.
If not will kanna 2 weeks quarantine there. So like no point. haha .

I think today dayout with girls is cancelled?
never received any msg from them.
Think they are busy ?

these few days after eating i will have stomachaches.
maybe the food too oily bahs .
My throat is like so pain. drank too much orange juice yestd :P
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I guess girls are still girls after all, they'll get jealous.
When you thought you were in the right track, but then someone cuts the lane without any signaling.
I really hate this.
Please Don't ask me what this means .


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Happy Advanced Birthday Daren !
Saturday, July 25, 2009



I reached home like 1 plus yestd and slept at 2.
Had barely sleep for 4 hours. And went to help at parents forum.
Wahlao, need reach by 7.30 and i felt bad about being late and making them 4 wait for me.

Go there, ate breakfast which is provided and started "work"
wah,me tian and berenice kanna the B1 there.
Is super sian la , Jerry and Al giving out goodie bags :(
We ended early ! YAYS!
Had lunch at alumni and orange juice is god!
:D

After lunch we went for Al and Jt's I&E.
Some dota competition.
I was roaming around the alumni clubhouse.
At the poolside, Lounge area, massage chair and pines cafe.
Practically everywhere.
I fell asleep under the hot sun, sitting on the pool bench.
Me Ho and Tian was like talking about us being tai tais and eating dimsum tgt.
Cause I was damn tired, and i totally don't know Dota,
So I sat at some corner with ah-tian sleeping . Super shiok.

And guess who i saw among the participants...
Weisiong from WRSS!
I like ke stunned cause I only realized he was there after like 3 hours perhaps.

Trained down to Pasir Ris for Daren's bbq :)
Good food ! His mother cook the curry nicee!
His family members all very friendly. Only the kids :( I think they scared of me. Talk to them they ignore me =(
Bused home then.


I love fridays, saturdays, and sundays !
The Best can!

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This 2 always bring me go eat good food, contributing to my double chin .
hahas . Thanks alot manxxzx .


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He with his super short shorts.


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gossip girls Xoxo.


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idk why Al keeps appearing in the bg of the photos.
lols.

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Thank you guys :D


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Happy Happy birthday.



Woah, I'm finally 18 . Feel so old out of a sudden.

Frenchclass was super difficult partly because I'm like Fb-ing and not paying attention.
Met baha, wy, banqi at makan place for a while.
Actually we wanted to lunch but then they ate without us.

Then i went to look for Al. and yongjie.
Hardworking can.
I like play play play.
Drove out with Al, Alvin, Tian, Mervin
Al drove like he is drving race car sia . you tune too much alrd la .haha .
Had chicken rice, My favorite can !
yummys!
Dapao Chicken Rice for Yongjie, passed to him and support Leonard's I&E.


After that went oldclubhouse , meet the rest and went off for their runner's relay.
They did their best already :D I'm proud of you guys kay.
hahas , while they were preparing for their run, me ho and tian sat down at gossip ! we also got cheer for them la.
And finally we found the same common topic ! I thought i was the only one who thought it that way. We 3 macam jie-mei likethat.
ConnectionString(BBNB)
and they wear super short FBTs. wahlao, the legs is even slimmer then me :(
Go away ! :P


Waited for them to get washed up and went to Fish &Co for dinner.
Too bad no live band .Sadded la :(
But i still enjoyed the food and company.
Thank you Al, Alvin, Jingyin, Corrinne , JerryLoo, Junkai, Leonard, Zhiyang, Mervin, Mark, Kianmeng and Yongjie for like helping me celebrate this day!
Xie xie ni men !
too bad xueqi and phoebe never come :(


Tian, Corrinne and Jerry went home first.
While we go arcade play games.
I played my favourite "House of Dead 4", "Daytona" and " Maximum Tune".
Shiok la that game !
Played for the 1st time, they helped me with the gear and I won Km =D
Al let me tune his car but I do more trouble then help cause I drove like a "formula 1" driver.
Keep banging in to the rails . Oppx :x Sorry la .
I see them playing is super interesting can ! But I think i did fell asleep for awhile while waiting.
We play until damn late la, until no bus go home!
I bused back with Al and took cab from YCK!
Wah I tell you, is scary when you are alone.
I just reached home like around 1.40 am and I'm to report at school by 7.30 AM tomorrow!
Die, I don't think i gonna make it.

Long day tml.
Parents forum, their I&E dota competition, and daren's bbq .

Sunday maybe going out with girls ?
=D

I gonna sleep now.
If not chui...
Nites !
=D


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Thursday, July 23, 2009




I like this song .


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Wednesday, July 22, 2009



When no one understands and no one to talk to, when explanations appears to be redundant, it's heartbreaking.


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Tuesday, July 21, 2009



okok , Blogger now sot one !
Can only blog a little i think :(

Today I only have lecture & ended super early 1030am.
I went to class listen to their presentation. Die -.-

While waiting for Janice, met the rest at C3 . Then i tot of like staying with them study a while. But then i promised janice to go home tgt , So paiseh la, ps you all.
Go support gina with her kacang putih I&E. My favourite sugared peanuts !

Went to cwp awhile and checked on the necklaces. chill out abit. then go home.

I was prepared to go and celebrate ying's birthday and i received a message from jerry . :(
need go back school .
Went C2 look for Al,Alv,Jy.
Makan a little and go back .

Talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk.

Then go home.

And today i went home with Mr. Ruvyn Tng!
Wah i like long time never see him can ! keep disturb my butterfly. wahlaos . he lend me listen to the song. nicee sia . SEND ME !
We played the taigu game. Fun sia :D
got mini games also.

phoebe never come school today. So quiet :(


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Reality.
Monday, July 20, 2009



I've just experienced how cruel can reality be.


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ZOMG!
Friday, July 17, 2009



french lessons today :D
It's getting harder and harder lesson by lesson.
but it's still a very cool language.
My oral assignment sucks man . Like totally . Keep peeping at the paper .

Helped ah-tian and group with I&E.
They were selling balloons for charity.
coolios yo.
The wind was blowing like no one's business and we had to go chase after the balloons la .
Al and Yj came down.
I dapao lunch/dinner to new clubhouse.
They went off for some talk.
Wah, I sat down and did my dwa.
Like ke so-not-me.


M. & Jy


V. M. Jy


M.


french words! try knowing them, super not friendly at all.


Jy, M, V.
nicee shot.


M , V , Jy.


Cleo, my favourite. But please don't go buy this month's copy.
Sucks.


Mervin headphones.
Nice :D , but i prefer bigger ones cause I've got a bigger head.

Here is something for them.
So much for laughing at my shoes being tight.
Just a little prank = P


Yj, the monobrow.


Al.


I'm going sleep soon.
Goodnight loves =)


Counting down to my birthday :D
hahas.


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Thursday, July 16, 2009



I keep listening to fan fan songs!
I'm loving it !
:D

Not a good day today
:(


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threads of destiny
Wednesday, July 15, 2009



P & classmates went to watch some movie called haunting in Connecticut.
I hope it's nice.

Waited for them in the new clubhouse alone.
Is f scary sia. So i left the door open.
Did my dwa in the meanwhile :)
*scratch heads*
No sleep for me tonight!
=D



kay, I watched Threads of destiny already.
I'm so glad they need to do their OOAD proj and that they didn't watch with us cause I don't think they will like it . But the male lead is so like omg-de-cute! I did cried cause it was somekind of touching for me.
The movie was allright, but "Sky of love" is better!
Had Fish& CO ! Is good ah! I love the mint candy they gave us after the meal .
After dinner, we went around looking for necklaces.
I like the butterfly and the heart pendant. should i ?
But like butterfly...OMG, they are gonna laugh at me again .


I so wanna watch Harry Porter! shall we ?
:)
but maybe wait till the later dates cause I want to enjoy the movie at a good seat.


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dumb wisdom tooth.
Monday, July 13, 2009



I open the classroom door and i was totally stunned.
Cause I saw Mr.Lai shao bin.
Eyes pop out jaw drop.

Stayed for awhile and did our ebp proj.
Did some shifting to the new clubhouse, organise abit and went for dinner with the rest.
They is the super funny can.
Me, Al, Jy, Alv had subway ! (good food) and i was reminded of yestd's joke saying what i look like the double chocolate chip. Like wth -.-

The wisdom is causing me more pain then pleasure.
Seriously la , I want to pluck the extra calcium out (like teeth = calcium)
Super irritating. Can someone accompany me to pluck ?


I like my blogsong alot !
Cause it's super nice =D
Very sad story also .

I wanna watch threads of destiny .

But it is going off cinemas soon :(


Visuals.


M.F


M.G - My 10 year friend and going on :D


M. Jm. See the colour contrast.


My beloved girls who gave me the best memories ever.


M. & K - She's my twinny , just that I'm tanner than her.


I dno what's wrong with blogger. Cannot upload photos .ARGhhs.


And lastly,
Happy 19th birthday to yingying & berenice.
Same age , same birthdate :D


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Good touhuay.
Saturday, July 11, 2009



Met them yestd at town and went for touhuay.
The famous Rochor road tou huay is good ah !
There was Me. P. A . Jy. Alv . Al. Ch.
I never dapao any touhuay back cause my family all sleep very early.

After that we went to arcade and play games.
:D
The house of dead is super fun ! Me &P play untill like so nervous !
I played daytona also. Me &Al. Pk and i lost :(
but actually he no intention of winning, trying to stalk time for me so I can play longer.
:)
They went to "tune" for awhile and we went back alrd.
Of course, in the meanwhile ogt camwhore a lil bit.

I finally collected my clothes already.
Abit far from what I imagined :(
But i still think it's nice yo .
And the bus today very very very cold.
I Dont/like.


Changed my blog.video to BoA's Mv. I like la .
hahas , got cyborg inside .
then got this super chio necklace la . I want ! But cannot find :(


visuals.

P & M .


P. M . Ch.


he tune, we watch.


Al.


M. Ch.


I like this photo although i look eyeball-less


P . m


I tied this to school today .


I'm loving it.
Balabapbapba.


Like finally, I'm getting the NgeeAnn jacket.

Cute/hot korean guys.


khun.


wooyoung.


nickhun & seulong.


He's like the another new found love =D


Jy send me this. like so crazy !
tak glam photos la .

I see sheep jumping on cloud 9.


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alone.
Wednesday, July 08, 2009



I'm afraid of being alone.
I will feel insecure.
I hate being alone.
Even for seconds.


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belated :D
Tuesday, July 07, 2009



Today I got back my Database paper . Got an C for it. I think still can la but can be better.
School ended like super early today , 1Pm . wahaha, is super shiok.
And the weather today is good ah !
I like = D

Went home to put down my laptop and then off to cwp to meet xueqi/phoebe.
hahas , when it's three of us tgt, it is gossip girls to the action :D
Sat MOS and then gossip gossip eat :D
Shiok ah !
xueqi, so sorry la , that we like keep pushing the dates :)
well i enjoyed myself today :D

hahas , i heard that helping out for polyexperience is being paid ?
$$ wah wah , If really get paid... I'm gonna save half and spend half :D
(i've got a feeling i wouldn't spare a single cent)
hahas ,
I hear alot of nice new songs :D
But i can find it la !
jiu ming ah , i really want the songs :D


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waste of money.
Monday, July 06, 2009



I did a terrible mistake today.
My lesson today was supposed to be at 10am.
But I mistook it for 11 am .
So happy me, woke up at 9 am , dilly dally go prepare and msg phoebe to meet at bustop.
Then she told me " Mirah today lesson is 10 am lei "
Wahwahwah, she like drop a bomb on me.
Then kan chiongly, just took everything i could see and left house.
Waited for the cab like damn long , damn long. And finally i got into one .
And the driver is Good ah! he drove like 120km/h on the expressway .
Wah is super shiok can ! Need to grab to something . Like my auntie she drives on expressway with speed of 95km/h ,which is safe but v.sian.
:D


hahas , turning 18 soon means im gonna go take driving soon ! SOON!



Sleeping time. tata :D


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coolios.
Sunday, July 05, 2009



The rain killed our day for picnic, and lazyiness to even step out the door to meet at cwp.
Xueqi, We'll have a celebration for you =D
I wont forget =D

procrastination kills. when the day's bout to end, i was suddenly reminded of my to-do list. Been like sitting infront of the computer screen aimlessly. Surfing the net, watching videos of hot korean idols. How i wish i was as motivated as when i google/fb/youtube. My senses banned me from all studying materials this weekend, chalet/meetings. School's been a routine&bore and the only thing i look forward to school is the end of class. I need to find a new motivation to keep me studying, but apparently I've not found one.


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Cute =D

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This photo i like . Kinda cool i thnk.


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Friday/Saturday.



Friday
Went back to school with the intention to pack clubhouse.
but like what I've said, "with the intention".
In the end I never we never do that.
Me and tian was there sitting and slacking.
Al. came and look for us & slack tgt while he does his MOB.
I was really damn bored and started writing some bo-liao stuffs on the bored.
And i wrote using some permanent marker.
-.- kanna scold dumb.
After that we went to MS for ICE AGE 3 3D !
I like the movie cause very touching :D

head to jh. bday at sentosa .
wahlao, I was so lost about changing trains and keep on walking around to find the correct excalator. like idiot. Then when i reach the ticket booth, paid for the tix using 10 dollar note, but that machine gave me a change of 7 x $1 coins.

i really miss them alot manxzx .
:D
Well , i had a lot of laughters & catch up/updates.
usual routines done.
The wind was nice, moon was round.
Life without msn/internet was like hell manxzzx.
So played cards.
But like most of them was asleep,
me and jeremy played 1 VS 1 .
And in the end, i won the most :D


Saturday
Went back to school for investiture meeting.
So since i was at Sean Inn , i decided to dapao sugarcane juice cause the weather is f hot .
And in the bus, I sat at the beside the window.
With all the sun on me, I think I've got a slight burn.
Cause my face hurts .
burning sensation.

Went for lunch and it was good ah !
hahas, shiokness !
Head to NTUC for 1 round and we finally get to see how itchy can Al. hands go.
is super itchy, see everything also squeeze .
I bought corn :D
My fav.

Loo & Ho went pa-tuo.
So the rest of us went home.
Actually wanted to go yj's house, but then i reach home , while waiting, i fell asleep . -.-
They sure at there game one.
And because of this no/little sleep night yestd, I got flu now !
Heng never go , if not pass to them .

Wahliew, I really need a mp3 la .
My phone is lagging because of all the songs inside.
After all it's a ice cream phone. cannot tahan too many "toppings/extra ingredients"

more visuals next time.
sleep now.
Goodnights :D


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I don't like the word " inclusive".
Thursday, July 02, 2009



My day today was...
I got back my EBP paper .
Heng i got pass .
D+ :(
But it is still not enough can.
I need to buck up !

After school, went to clubhouse & meet loo/ho.
Slack for while, Al. came , meet tian and we went for the meeting.
The meeting is super fast i think .
We need to present on our activities and jerry ask me to do the presentation!
Wahlao , I like laughing at my own presentation . Felt so dumb for a moment.
Next, dinner ! HAPPIEST MOMENT of the day !
Macdonalds again -.- I'm getting so sick and tired of it But I still love it :D
And i had.... HAPPY MEAL !
The new toy is so cute la ^^ It's the squirrel in ICE AGE . Damn cute can .

I finished my homework, updating primers blog and now , MOB !
Oh no!




To know such a thing to happen is very disappointing, to think that we trust you .
Let me catch you and you'll be in deep trouble.


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